Other Side.

I don't know how this became a mess,
I feel like I'm on broken glass.
If only you knew how I felt.

It's getting lonely, I'm lost inside,
Whenever I close my eyes,
I meander through flashbacks.

Maybe it isn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.

When I see your face,
I wonder what you will say.
Hopefully I'll reply correctly.

Things are being so hard,
We are drifting apart,
Could this really be the end?

Maybe it isn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.

How could you be so far away,
When you're standing next to me?
Why can't I force myself,
To drift out of the memories?

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.


Got some mixed feelings for this song. :S It's also about some mixed emotions I had about different situations and I mushed it all together in one piece.

I think it does need editing and some touch-ups. Any ideas?

Hey. Just chilling. Long time no post. Posting a snippet of a song. I'm cool like that.

Every world I'm saying, feels like I'm shouting.
You're not even listening to me.
I can't find anybody else, who can hear what I'm saying,
Give me a chance or I'll scream.

Don't make me aggravated,
I'm getting frustrated.
Can't we go a day without,
Fighting everyday with no reason at all.

Do you even care, about what I'm saying?
Do you pay attention to me at all?
Do you know, that you not trying,
To be all you can be, the best you can be.
But you're not.

This is Madness.

Very long time no post. My apologies.
Seriously, I haven't even logged on blogger or picked up a songbook in what seems like ages. I've been so busy with school and extra-curricular activities. Well, now it seems like blogging will be a once-in-a-while thing, unfortunately. I hope not.
Newsongnewsong!

Again

You said you'd love me forever.
Well, that was a big mistake.
What you don't realize is that
I still remember that till this day.

Everything turned into pieces,
Your promises turned into lies.
It wasn't what I expected.
All you did was change your mind.

*chorus*
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
And you keep coming back again.
And again.

The past is what's haunting me,
You know you care too. 
Good memories are hard to believe.
Cause sometimes all you care is about you.

Maybe sometimes you care,
But it's still forgotten.
Your mind is set to something else,
Even thought you haven't lost it.

*chorus*
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
And you keep coming back again.
And again.

So don't try to come back to me,
You know that I wont believe,
I wont fall for your traps,
I know it wont last.

*chorus
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
But you keep coming back again.
And again.
And again.

Why do you keep coming back again
If you already started to walk away?