I Did Not Give Up.

Remember a while ago when I said I was writing a novel.

I gave up on that.

But, a few days ago, I came up with an awesome idea for a story and I decided to write again. I started all over.

I. SHALL. NOT. GIVE. UP.

I made progress too. I started about 3 days ago, wrote 5 chapter and about 25-27 pages.

That's way better than what happened last time: 2 chapters and 8 pages. (I think less)

Over and out.

Want it All Back

Every day, is just mysterious.
A new adventure, a new day.
And what ruins it is when you try,
To bring me down, feeling scared.

I can't spend a day without,
Making sure you're not there.
I'm hiding in my own shadows.

*chorus*
Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

So I'm just standing there all alone,
Can't you see how I'm feeling.
I want to shout, I'm frustrated.
I don't know if I'm ready.

To let you know, if I'm okay,
I don't know you anymore.
I feel like I'm talking to a wall.

*chorus*
Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

Can you tell me? 


There ya go! So yeah, it's a personal song but I hope y'all like it.

Okay, that's fine. Don't upload my videos then. I won't be upset at all. :(

I'm sorry, but due to some random reason, I cannot upload my videos on here.
I will try again soon just for the heck of it, but yeah. Sorry. :(

Anyway. I'm spending one nice, hot summer day with my laptop. Ou la la. Fun.
So, I might as well kill time by writing a song... So here's something that I came up with out of nowhere.
Yeah... I was listening to Taylor Swift... AGAIN. Are you surprised? No.
Oh and also I was also inspired by Christina Perri's Jar of Hearts.


Invisible Pen (yes, it's an awesome title)

Was it really?
Did it just have to to be?
I never thought I would miss you,
The thought of it never came to.. me.

I never realized,
That it was time to say goodbye.
That maybe its time to end,
You don't know the state I'm in.

Now here I am, I'm lost again,
I'm lost in all those lies.
Who am I to be hanging by,
When you don't care at all...

*chorus*
I'm just dreaming alone,
Hopefully you will think of me.
Of how we met,
And suddenly we don't speak.
We're on opposite sides,
Of the line that you can't see,
You just don't seem to realize,
'Cause it's drawn in invisible pen.

We don't talk anymore,
Time flys and just goes.
The past is all I need to see,
That I am now in reality.

Yes, this is a sad song,
Of everything that went wrong.
Even though we don't say anything,
All I can do is just sing.

Now here I am, I'm lost again,
I'm lost in all those lies.
Who am I to be hanging by,
When you don't care at all...

*chorus*
I'm just dreaming alone,
Hopefully you will think of me.
Of how we met,
And suddenly we don't speak.
We're on opposite sides,
Of the line that you can't see,
You don't seem to realize,
'Cause it's drawn in invisible pen.

The line's the barrier that keeps us from preventing,
To go back to the was it was before.
We cannot just go back to the beginning.
We're on opposite sides, oh...

*chorus*
I'm just dreaming alone,
Hopefully you will think of me.
Of how we met,
And suddenly we don't speak.
We're on opposite sides,
Of the line that you can't see,
You don't seem to realize,
'Cause it's drawn in invisible pen.

Invisible pen. oh...

Birthday Prezziee/No More School

Well, school's out! Summertime!

You know the song from the post before about school ending? Yeah, so I made a video of the song...

WITH MY SUPER COOL NEW CAMCORDER THAT I GOT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
yay!
It's High Definition, has awesome features and you can plug a mic in too!
I'm totally satisfied.

So yeah, please don't mind my singing. I know it sounds weird, EVEN WITH A GOOD AUDIO CAMERA.

I swear, cameras hate my voice.

My voice was kind of cracking, so yeah. Once again, don't mind. I just wanted to test the camera out. : )

OKAY. SORRY. NEVER MIND. BLOGGER ISN'T LETTING ME UPLOAD MY AWESOME HIGH DEFINITION VIDEO.

whoops! wonder what went wrong. (omg, alliteration!) 

anyway, i'll try to get it fixed asap. :)

Time to say goodbye to school.

School's ending in about 3 days.
YAY or NAY?

Nay for me. Kind of. I don't want to say goodbye to this year. It's been amazing.
But at least I'll see my friends next year.

So, doing what (my friends say) I do best... IMMA WRITE A NEW SONG. BOO YA.

Here it goes.

It seems as if each moment,
Slips away from our hand.
It's like in the hourglass,
The sand falls too fast.

I don't want these memories,
To go, run and hide.
It seems like once it's over,
It means.... goodbye.

Before we know it, it's all gone.
We were waiting for summer, but now we're wrong.
As we get closer, to the year's end.
We wish we can go back, and start all over again.


*chorus*
Can you believe it?
Wasn't it just yesterday, when it all just started?
Can you see it?
See out future growing, all of us together.
And even though we'll meet again,
No one will want this to end,
'Cause, it seems like it will go away forever.

I'll try to cherish,
Each memory we shared.
Spark the light,
Make it light up in the air.

We'll stick together,
We hope to grow strong.
And we will make it through,
As the days go on.

Before we know it, it's all gone,
We were waiting for summer, now we're all wrong.
As we get closer,forever seems lost,
I hope we can go back, to the paths we crossed.

*chorus*
Can you believe it?
Wasn't it just yesterday, when it all just started?
Can you see it?
See out future growing, all of us together.
And even though we'll meet again,
No one will want this to end,
'Cause, it seems like it will go away forever.

As we get closer, to the year's end.
We wish we can go back, and start all over again....

Can you believe it?

*chorus*
Can you believe it?
Wasn't it just yesterday, when it all just started?
Can you see it?
See out future growing, all of us together.
And even though we'll meet again,
No one will want this to end,
'Cause, it seems like it will go away forever.



Yes, cheesy song right there. I kind of want to cry. *sniff*

THE BIG 100

Kay, so, first and foremost...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEEEE!!!

okay, now that's out of the way.

HAPPY 100th BLOG POST! <3

oh yeah. That is amazing. :)

cool story.

I'll try to post another song ASAP. 

Is it me or did my writer's block go away? :)

And here we go down this bumpy road,
I shoot a smile, but it never goes,
Towards you on the other side,
You never bothered to say goodbye.

A warning was all that I needed,
I was torn, I couldn't believe it.
Didn't friendships last a lifetime?
I guess not yours, or mine.

It seems like a million days has passed by,
Since I saw you last.
If only it were true and it really went by,
It went by so fast.

I want to scream, the silence is killing me,
It's as if no one can hear me.
Am I just talking to a wall?
I want to run, I want to go far away,
Hopefully you might just stay.
Maybe it will take us back,
to those forgotten memories.


When you say hi, it was no big deal,
For me it seems just so surreal,
That you're starting to care,
I wasn't prepared.

And each day goes on you talk and talk,
I seem to wonder how it all started.
And when you bring up the past,
I kind of want to run away and not look back.

It seems like a million days has passed by,
Since I saw you last.
If only it were true and it really went by,
It went by so fast.

I want to scream, the silence is killing me,
It's as if no one can hear me.
Am I just talking to a wall?
I want to run, I want to go far away,
Hopefully you might just stay.

Maybe it will take us back,
to those forgotten memories.

Why do you just bring these up,
I thought that you had enough.
Which puzzle piece was missing?
I feel like I'm guessing.

I want to scream, the silence is killing me,
It's as if no one can hear me.
Am I just talking to a wall?
I want to run, I want to go far away,
Hopefully you might just stay.

Maybe it will take us back,
to those forgotten memories.


^ This is as random as I can get. :)

I have no idea how I came up with it. So, please just don't ask.

Why is it that I am so busy?

I am just too busy sometimes.
Almost the end of the school year, what can I say?

Oh and you know what's even better?

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!

Oh yeah.

I want a new, legit, (I have got to stop saying that!) cooler camcorder so that I can post awesome videos just for my one and only viewers. (if I have any. haha.)
Hopefully I'll get one. :)

Okay, so I know it's been a while since I last posted another song.
IAMSOSORRYFORTHAT. :(

I will TRY to post another song later today, if I get my lazy butt off my chair and get my songbook.

Anyway, to keep you "not bored," here's a music video for one of the songs I'm currently obsessed with.

Yes, of course, It's Taylor Swift. <3

Cross your fingers for another song... not another brain fart. Haha. (I just love saying that!)

I Guess Guitars are Cool.

LOOK WHAT I MADE IN WOODWORKING!

Yup. A guitar. It's not just any guitar, it's A GUITAR BOX!

If you open it, there's a hole in it too stuff random thingamabobs.

Cool, eh?

Oh by the way, I haven't written any new songs recently. I've been having way too many brain farts. Haha.

No, just kidding. I sort of have writer's block at the moment and I also have a lot of test, quizzes, projects, ect, since it's almost the end of the school year...

AND MY BIRTHDAY!!

8 more days. :)