August 25, 2011

Break Free (New Song.) and Disney.

You know what this post title reminds me of? "Breaking Free." The song from High School Musical.

Yes. I went there.

Bleeeeck.  (I'm sorry if that offended anyone. My apologies.)

Now, I can see why I was voted for "The Next Disney Star" in my school.Wow. It's kind of awkward... especially since it's on my yearbook too.

I declare that I love Disney World and Disney Land. No doubt. I mean, who doesn't. But, I find it really awkward to be voted as the "Disney Star" mainly because I kinda wanted to be one when I was nine.

If only I was naive as I was when I was nine. *sigh*

Now, I choose to be a Grammy Award Winning Singer and Songwriter. Is that too much to ask? Yes.

Anyway, new song. *Happy dances*


Break Free

Where in the world you are,
I've been trying to ask the stars.
Wondering if they could find you.

All there is should be,
Please just let it be.
I don't want another nightmare.

Some say, that I'm searching too hard, and
I'll never make it far.
I'll be standing in front of you,
In victory.

-Chorus-
Why did you have to
Run away, kick the stones and break me.
I will one day find you,
And get the truth, figure out why I'm hurting.
I won't get lost now.
You're not worth my time.
'Cause I'll run away, kick the stones and break free.

I'm walking down an empty road,
I'm being deceived by unknown.
You're hiding in my shadows.

My heart has been taken out,
I'm yearning for another way out.
So I can get it back.

Some say, that I'm searching too hard, and
I'll never make it far.
I'll be standing in front of you,
In victory.


-Chorus-
Why did you have to
Run away, kick the stones and break me.
I will one day find you,
And get the truth, figure out why I'm hurting.
I won't get lost now.
You're not worth my time.
'Cause I'll run away, kick the stones and break free.

Why did you have to
Run away, kick the stones and break me.
I will one day find you,
And get the truth, figure out why I'm hurting.
I won't get lost now.
You're not worth my time.
'Cause I'll run away, kick the stones and break free.


Okay, a very typical Mani song. Very desolate. Hah. This song may confuse some people. It's just about a difficult situation I was in months ago... basically I had a nightmare about it recently.

Hope you are enjoying the last of you summer! And if school started already, then good luck and have fun! I know that some of my friends have started school now.

NOT ME. HAH.

Well, in twelve days. *Sadface*

August 20, 2011

Finished!

Okay, remember my recent post? Of that song I need to finish? Well, here it is!

Forever 

I hope you know,
It wasn't my choice to go away.
I hope I could've stayed..
Home will always be where the heart is.

It's hard to believe,
I'm going once again.
I really don't want this to end,
Maybe our roads will cross and we'll meet.

I want to say a few goodbyes,
Before tears come running down my eyes.

*chorus*
Listen to me once more,
I don't want to go.
But I'm sure one day we'll see each other and laugh.
Make small talk about the good times we've had.
'Cause our memories will last forever.

I can't stay still,
My mind's drifted far.
It pains me and my heart.
But we all must move on.

Missing is how I feel,
My heart's empty inside.
I don't like goodbyes,
But this is my life, that's how it is.

I want to say a few goodbyes,
Before tears come running down my eyes.

*chorus*

Listen to me once more,
I don't want to go.
But I'm sure one day we'll see each other and laugh.
Make small talk about the good times we've had.
'Cause our memories will last forever.

I'm searching for some way to make it stay the same.
I wanna go back, to when it all started.
I'm searching for a way for our memories to be named,
And paste them all in our storybook.

*chorus*
Listen to me once more,
I don't want to go.
But I'm sure one day we'll see each other and laugh.
Make small talk about the good times we've had.
'Cause our memories will last forever.


^ Hope you all liked it! Personally, I like the bridge. Haha, well, that's just me. Tell me what you think.

Oh and before you say anything, lemme tell you this: I know this is kind of sad. You should know me by now... Hah.

August 18, 2011

Edit/Finish Tomorrow.

I hope you know,
It wasn't my choice to go away.
I hope I could've stayed..
Home will always be where the heart is.

It's hard to believe,
I'm going once again.
I really don't want this to end,
Maybe our roads will cross and we'll meet.

I want to say a few goodbyes,
Before tears come running down my eyes.


^ Okay, that's what I have so far. I think I got a chorus, but I should take a good look over it. Besides, It's really late at night. I should get going to sleep. I shall finish and edit tomorrow. Hahaha. :)

Nighty night. <3

August 15, 2011

I'm A Cool Kid.


Isn't this the coolest thing ever? Well, if you can't really see it from your distance just click on it.
Ahaha, will ya look at that. I'm on my blog!
Okay, that's lame.
I'm lame.

ANYWAY...

I wrote another half-song today. It isn't much and it has nothing to do with Harry Potter. (Remind me to write a song about Harry Potter. Haha.) Speaking of Harry Potter, I was watching something on tv. It was about the life of J.K Rowling.

Pretty interesting stuff. So yeah, let's get to the boring stuff... (heh.) Here's my song.

Other Side

I don't know how our roads crossed,
I felt like I was walking on broken glass.
Maybe you knew how I felt.

It's getting lonely, I'm lost inside,
I'm getting stuck in my imagination.
Meandering through flashbacks.

Maybe it wasn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get all this out of my head.
I guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.

(You know, if you had a bit of imagination, and edit this a bit, this could sound like a Harry Potter song.)

I hope you liked it! It is kind of a personal song (aren't they always?) but personal songs are cool, right? Ahaha.
I'm stuck on the other side.

August 14, 2011

Tied to a Mess

I'm staring up at the stars,
Wondering where you are ,
If you can see where I'm at.

I make a wish every night,
Hoping that there wont be any fights.
Hope isn't strong enough.

And what could I say to make my life change?
What can I do to make wishes come true?

*chorus*
I want a little more help, I just need a wish,
I need something to get lost in.
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.
I want a little more peace, I just need hope,
I just need a place to call my own,
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.

I'm found on my own,
Not knowing where to go.
As if you just left me here.

People tear apart,
My heart's being ripped apart.
How can I make it stop.

And what can I see to make you believe in me?
What can I try to get some more time?

*chorus*
I want a little more help, I just need a wish,
I need something to get lost in.
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.
I want a little more peace, I just need hope,
I just need a place to call my own,
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.

Can it all wash away?
All the pain I endure each day.
Can it all end?
I want to start over again.

*chorus*
I want a little more help, I just need a wish,
I need something to get lost in.
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.
I want a little more peace, I just need hope,
I just need a place to call my own,
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.


^Okay. I think it's time for a story. Y'all know how I got this idea? From the song  "Tongue Tied" by Faber Drive. (click on it to hear the song!)

Actually, from reading the lyrics, it seems like the same tune. No. It's actually not. It's quite different. When I say that a song is inspiring and makes me write another one, I mean the lyrics or the theme. Sometimes it's the tune, but I would usually say that if I did mean it.

 So yeah, back to my sad songs, I suppose.

August 13, 2011

Night Owl

I have been sitting with my notebook and pen and it seems like forever.

What have I got on the page?

Nothing.

It's like a songwriter's strike. Haha.

Anyway, what is this insanity? I just came up with these awesome songs a few days ago and now this?
We live in a mad world.

Anyway, so my life in the summer is pretty boring. I eat, sleep, write, internet, blog. Repeat. (Not in order)

I'm going to try to write a poem from the top of my head. Sounds like fun? Yes.

Whoa. What?  I should go to sleep. Although I choose not to.

Okay, random post. Ahaha. 

I shall amuse myself, (and hopefully you too) but staring at this ADORABLE pic. <3



They are so cute!! Thanks google for this pic.

Bunny fever.