2012 Already?

Seriously?
Yay! World is going to end next year! *100% sarcasm*
Okay, do you all seriously believe in that rubbish? Wow, time flys fast.
Anywho, I did write a new song-- actually, snippets of many songs. They're mostly choruses.

Let's start with my favorite:
Darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope we can make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world.

Next one:
Think about all the times that we had,
Memories and the past,
Think about all of our secrets.
Playing our games and we won,
A whole new world has begun.
Our live are all moving on.

Last one:
I'll be holding on to the frame,
Listen to stories from yesterday,
Look at us now; we are free.
I'll be watching the sun rise and set,
We're going to make the best,
Of all these days.

Very new year theme, right? Hahaha
Hope y'all liked them! :)

Rockin' around the Christmas Tree

I just thought a couple of Christmas pictures will bring in some Holiday Spirit! :)

Nonetheless, if you don't celebrate Christmas, HAPPY HOLIDAYS. 

Have a great New Year ahead and hope 2012 welcomes you well! :)

Just 'cause I think looking at my reflection in an ornament is cool (:

My tree! Ahahaa

My present to my mom. <3

Oh hey there Tino.

Leaving.

Leaving

There's a voice inside my head,
Telling me to get you out of my life.
Hesitation takes over me.

Splitting thoughts,
Can't believe what you did.
After many years of misery.

I could've seen it.
I knew it's coming.
Didn't know it would be now.
Your selfish hands,
Got closer to me.
Is it my fault or yours?

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

Angry words fill your mouth,
I'm trying to defend love.
Am I doing something wrong?

My mind is racing thoughts.
Will they ever be heard?
I always knew all along...

I could've seen it.
I knew it's coming.
Didn't know it would be now.
You've pushed me away,
We can't go back.
Nothing can change now.

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

Words left unsaid.
Though remain in my head.
Will you hear them at all?

Your cold hearts will break,
Inside there's too much hate.
Nothing can change now.

Because,
You don't know the pain I've been through.
You tried to understand but it's no use.
Stop being double faced, it's not working.
It's all fake and now I'm leaving.

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

You don't know what I've been through,
You never believe in the truth.
I've given up, I tried listening.
You've broken the bond and now I'm leaving.


It's been a tough week for me. I know, bad timing. Holidays- it's supposed to be happy!
Gee, how happy is this song?
It's been a while since I posted a full song anyway... 
I kind of needed to vent out somehow.
Thanks for reading!

Let's hope Christmas turns upside down and I'll have a cheerful song.

Finally.

It's a celebration day! I would like to celebrate the fact that I played my guitar today for the first time since last month. It seems like forever.

Oh, how I missed you so much Tino. <3

Alright. I would post a song right now but I'm too lazy to get my songbook and type it all up. Besides, I think I should sleep. It's getting late.

I should start posting more interesting stuff on here...

Before I sleep, I need to Blog...

Trying to catch a star but it's too far away.
It impossible to try.
It's like  trying to fix broken promises,
They can't be mended.

^ Little snippet of something I'm working on.

Finished product will be posted shortly!

Gotta go! I need to sleep. School tomorrow... :\

First Step to Music Production.

Remember that Enex Project I ranted about a bunch of months ago?
This year we need an interviewee that specialized on a certain topic. Guess what my topic is?

Dun dun dun...
Music Production! (well, no duhh)

Found someone to interview! First step done. Next year, I'm going to be working with him to produce stuff.

Anyway, lots of songs on the way soon!

Tata.

We are The In Crowd

Fantastic band, I have to admit.

I'm addicted to this. <3 It's so catchy. I love the guitar in the song. Haha.
Sorry, no music video. :(

That's all I have to say.. for now. ; ) 

Other Side.

I don't know how this became a mess,
I feel like I'm on broken glass.
If only you knew how I felt.

It's getting lonely, I'm lost inside,
Whenever I close my eyes,
I meander through flashbacks.

Maybe it isn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.

When I see your face,
I wonder what you will say.
Hopefully I'll reply correctly.

Things are being so hard,
We are drifting apart,
Could this really be the end?

Maybe it isn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.

How could you be so far away,
When you're standing next to me?
Why can't I force myself,
To drift out of the memories?

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.


Got some mixed feelings for this song. :S It's also about some mixed emotions I had about different situations and I mushed it all together in one piece.

I think it does need editing and some touch-ups. Any ideas?

Hey. Just chilling. Long time no post. Posting a snippet of a song. I'm cool like that.

Every world I'm saying, feels like I'm shouting.
You're not even listening to me.
I can't find anybody else, who can hear what I'm saying,
Give me a chance or I'll scream.

Don't make me aggravated,
I'm getting frustrated.
Can't we go a day without,
Fighting everyday with no reason at all.

Do you even care, about what I'm saying?
Do you pay attention to me at all?
Do you know, that you not trying,
To be all you can be, the best you can be.
But you're not.

This is Madness.

Very long time no post. My apologies.
Seriously, I haven't even logged on blogger or picked up a songbook in what seems like ages. I've been so busy with school and extra-curricular activities. Well, now it seems like blogging will be a once-in-a-while thing, unfortunately. I hope not.
Newsongnewsong!

Again

You said you'd love me forever.
Well, that was a big mistake.
What you don't realize is that
I still remember that till this day.

Everything turned into pieces,
Your promises turned into lies.
It wasn't what I expected.
All you did was change your mind.

*chorus*
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
And you keep coming back again.
And again.

The past is what's haunting me,
You know you care too. 
Good memories are hard to believe.
Cause sometimes all you care is about you.

Maybe sometimes you care,
But it's still forgotten.
Your mind is set to something else,
Even thought you haven't lost it.

*chorus*
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
And you keep coming back again.
And again.

So don't try to come back to me,
You know that I wont believe,
I wont fall for your traps,
I know it wont last.

*chorus
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
But you keep coming back again.
And again.
And again.

Why do you keep coming back again
If you already started to walk away?

No Big Deal... Just A Hyper Moment.

DEMI LOVATO'S NEW ALBUM IS OUT! <3

Okay, I adore her as much as Taylor Swift, Paramore, and Hey Monday.

Her song's are amazing. Her vocals are so strong. :)

Speaking of singing  I made it in my school choir.. Apparently I'm a soprano. Well, Not surprised actually; I'm better with high pitches.

I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a looooong time. I will try to make a video over the weekend but I've been so busy with school. I mean, I come home in the evening around 6:30 rather than 3:00 cause of Volleyball and Drama Club.

Back to Demi Lovato.. here's my obsessive song of the day: 

Busy Bee

My life goes like this:

School.
Eat.
Homework.
Eat.
Sleep.

Every day.

And now here's something new!
Volleyball and Drama Club.

Oh my. AND I HAD NO TIME TO WRITE A SONG.

Life sure is depressing.

Actually, now.

You know what's fascinates me? The fact that I have more honor roll awards, medals and plaques than I do for Athletic things... and I do play a lot of sports.

Here's another half-song. Haha.


The anticipation is killing me,
Why don't you say yes or no.
You're watching every move I make,
I feel like I'll stop, stop or go slow.


Looking around I'm a nervous wreck,
I'm wondering what you're thinking right now.
What's going on in your mind about me.
I'm trying so hard to figure you out.

*chorus*

You got me walking in circles,
I don't know what to say to you.
I just want to make thing's right,
I just want to know the truth.
Oh the thought of it is making me crazy inside.
I'm hoping things are alright.




Yeah... something that just popped in my head.
Sorry, for the half songs!

Yay For School?

It's that time of year again...

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

Today went well... nothing much happened. I mean, nothing has really happened that I can write a song about it. (psst, maybe I can!)

I never really got a chance to sit down and write. It's quite sad, you know. I've been so busy with school starting and depressed that summer is over that I couldn't concentrate on music.

Sad. I know.


Another short (ish) post and I hope I can post more frequently just like I did over the summer!

Five Minutes.

I didn't mean to run away,
But love is something I just can't take.
'Cause you never know what's in store.

I don't know if I should hide,
Will you hear me if I let out a cry?
'Cause I need someone to catch me.


^ two verses. 5 mins. Not bad.
Long time no post.

School's starting soon! Good or bad? Not sure. Well, there isn't much to say so I guess I'll hit the hay.

Nighty Night.

Break Free (New Song.) and Disney.

You know what this post title reminds me of? "Breaking Free." The song from High School Musical.

Yes. I went there.

Bleeeeck.  (I'm sorry if that offended anyone. My apologies.)

Now, I can see why I was voted for "The Next Disney Star" in my school.Wow. It's kind of awkward... especially since it's on my yearbook too.

I declare that I love Disney World and Disney Land. No doubt. I mean, who doesn't. But, I find it really awkward to be voted as the "Disney Star" mainly because I kinda wanted to be one when I was nine.

If only I was naive as I was when I was nine. *sigh*

Now, I choose to be a Grammy Award Winning Singer and Songwriter. Is that too much to ask? Yes.

Anyway, new song. *Happy dances*


Break Free

Where in the world you are,
I've been trying to ask the stars.
Wondering if they could find you.

All there is should be,
Please just let it be.
I don't want another nightmare.

Some say, that I'm searching too hard, and
I'll never make it far.
I'll be standing in front of you,
In victory.

-Chorus-
Why did you have to
Run away, kick the stones and break me.
I will one day find you,
And get the truth, figure out why I'm hurting.
I won't get lost now.
You're not worth my time.
'Cause I'll run away, kick the stones and break free.

I'm walking down an empty road,
I'm being deceived by unknown.
You're hiding in my shadows.

My heart has been taken out,
I'm yearning for another way out.
So I can get it back.

Some say, that I'm searching too hard, and
I'll never make it far.
I'll be standing in front of you,
In victory.


-Chorus-
Why did you have to
Run away, kick the stones and break me.
I will one day find you,
And get the truth, figure out why I'm hurting.
I won't get lost now.
You're not worth my time.
'Cause I'll run away, kick the stones and break free.

Why did you have to
Run away, kick the stones and break me.
I will one day find you,
And get the truth, figure out why I'm hurting.
I won't get lost now.
You're not worth my time.
'Cause I'll run away, kick the stones and break free.


Okay, a very typical Mani song. Very desolate. Hah. This song may confuse some people. It's just about a difficult situation I was in months ago... basically I had a nightmare about it recently.

Hope you are enjoying the last of you summer! And if school started already, then good luck and have fun! I know that some of my friends have started school now.

NOT ME. HAH.

Well, in twelve days. *Sadface*

Finished!

Okay, remember my recent post? Of that song I need to finish? Well, here it is!

Forever 

I hope you know,
It wasn't my choice to go away.
I hope I could've stayed..
Home will always be where the heart is.

It's hard to believe,
I'm going once again.
I really don't want this to end,
Maybe our roads will cross and we'll meet.

I want to say a few goodbyes,
Before tears come running down my eyes.

*chorus*
Listen to me once more,
I don't want to go.
But I'm sure one day we'll see each other and laugh.
Make small talk about the good times we've had.
'Cause our memories will last forever.

I can't stay still,
My mind's drifted far.
It pains me and my heart.
But we all must move on.

Missing is how I feel,
My heart's empty inside.
I don't like goodbyes,
But this is my life, that's how it is.

I want to say a few goodbyes,
Before tears come running down my eyes.

*chorus*

Listen to me once more,
I don't want to go.
But I'm sure one day we'll see each other and laugh.
Make small talk about the good times we've had.
'Cause our memories will last forever.

I'm searching for some way to make it stay the same.
I wanna go back, to when it all started.
I'm searching for a way for our memories to be named,
And paste them all in our storybook.

*chorus*
Listen to me once more,
I don't want to go.
But I'm sure one day we'll see each other and laugh.
Make small talk about the good times we've had.
'Cause our memories will last forever.


^ Hope you all liked it! Personally, I like the bridge. Haha, well, that's just me. Tell me what you think.

Oh and before you say anything, lemme tell you this: I know this is kind of sad. You should know me by now... Hah.

Edit/Finish Tomorrow.

I hope you know,
It wasn't my choice to go away.
I hope I could've stayed..
Home will always be where the heart is.

It's hard to believe,
I'm going once again.
I really don't want this to end,
Maybe our roads will cross and we'll meet.

I want to say a few goodbyes,
Before tears come running down my eyes.


^ Okay, that's what I have so far. I think I got a chorus, but I should take a good look over it. Besides, It's really late at night. I should get going to sleep. I shall finish and edit tomorrow. Hahaha. :)

Nighty night. <3

I'm A Cool Kid.

Isn't this the coolest thing ever? Well, if you can't really see it from your distance just click on it.
Ahaha, will ya look at that. I'm on my blog!
Okay, that's lame.
I'm lame.

ANYWAY...

I wrote another half-song today. It isn't much and it has nothing to do with Harry Potter. (Remind me to write a song about Harry Potter. Haha.) Speaking of Harry Potter, I was watching something on tv. It was about the life of J.K Rowling.

Pretty interesting stuff. So yeah, let's get to the boring stuff... (heh.) Here's my song.

Other Side

I don't know how our roads crossed,
I felt like I was walking on broken glass.
Maybe you knew how I felt.

It's getting lonely, I'm lost inside,
I'm getting stuck in my imagination.
Meandering through flashbacks.

Maybe it wasn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get all this out of my head.
I guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.

(You know, if you had a bit of imagination, and edit this a bit, this could sound like a Harry Potter song.)

I hope you liked it! It is kind of a personal song (aren't they always?) but personal songs are cool, right? Ahaha.
I'm stuck on the other side.

Tied to a Mess

I'm staring up at the stars,
Wondering where you are ,
If you can see where I'm at.

I make a wish every night,
Hoping that there wont be any fights.
Hope isn't strong enough.

And what could I say to make my life change?
What can I do to make wishes come true?

*chorus*
I want a little more help, I just need a wish,
I need something to get lost in.
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.
I want a little more peace, I just need hope,
I just need a place to call my own,
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.

I'm found on my own,
Not knowing where to go.
As if you just left me here.

People tear apart,
My heart's being ripped apart.
How can I make it stop.

And what can I see to make you believe in me?
What can I try to get some more time?

*chorus*
I want a little more help, I just need a wish,
I need something to get lost in.
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.
I want a little more peace, I just need hope,
I just need a place to call my own,
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.

Can it all wash away?
All the pain I endure each day.
Can it all end?
I want to start over again.

*chorus*
I want a little more help, I just need a wish,
I need something to get lost in.
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.
I want a little more peace, I just need hope,
I just need a place to call my own,
If only there's a way to get by,
To get out of the mess we're tied too.


^Okay. I think it's time for a story. Y'all know how I got this idea? From the song  "Tongue Tied" by Faber Drive. (click on it to hear the song!)

Actually, from reading the lyrics, it seems like the same tune. No. It's actually not. It's quite different. When I say that a song is inspiring and makes me write another one, I mean the lyrics or the theme. Sometimes it's the tune, but I would usually say that if I did mean it.

 So yeah, back to my sad songs, I suppose.

Night Owl

I have been sitting with my notebook and pen and it seems like forever.

What have I got on the page?

Nothing.

It's like a songwriter's strike. Haha.

Anyway, what is this insanity? I just came up with these awesome songs a few days ago and now this?
We live in a mad world.

Anyway, so my life in the summer is pretty boring. I eat, sleep, write, internet, blog. Repeat. (Not in order)

I'm going to try to write a poem from the top of my head. Sounds like fun? Yes.

Whoa. What?  I should go to sleep. Although I choose not to.

Okay, random post. Ahaha. 

I shall amuse myself, (and hopefully you too) but staring at this ADORABLE pic. <3



They are so cute!! Thanks google for this pic.

Bunny fever.