Leaving.

Leaving

There's a voice inside my head,
Telling me to get you out of my life.
Hesitation takes over me.

Splitting thoughts,
Can't believe what you did.
After many years of misery.

I could've seen it.
I knew it's coming.
Didn't know it would be now.
Your selfish hands,
Got closer to me.
Is it my fault or yours?

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

Angry words fill your mouth,
I'm trying to defend love.
Am I doing something wrong?

My mind is racing thoughts.
Will they ever be heard?
I always knew all along...

I could've seen it.
I knew it's coming.
Didn't know it would be now.
You've pushed me away,
We can't go back.
Nothing can change now.

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

Words left unsaid.
Though remain in my head.
Will you hear them at all?

Your cold hearts will break,
Inside there's too much hate.
Nothing can change now.

Because,
You don't know the pain I've been through.
You tried to understand but it's no use.
Stop being double faced, it's not working.
It's all fake and now I'm leaving.

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

You don't know what I've been through,
You never believe in the truth.
I've given up, I tried listening.
You've broken the bond and now I'm leaving.


It's been a tough week for me. I know, bad timing. Holidays- it's supposed to be happy!
Gee, how happy is this song?
It's been a while since I posted a full song anyway... 
I kind of needed to vent out somehow.
Thanks for reading!

Let's hope Christmas turns upside down and I'll have a cheerful song.