EnEx is finally complete!

It seems like I've neglected this blog for quite some time.

I'll just make school my excuse. ;)

Anywho, I decided I'll share my studio recorded song that I composed, recorded and produced as part of my EnEx project! (for those who don't know what EnEx is, click here)
I can't even explain how excited and nervous I am to share it, but I've gotten some great feedback so far, and I'm hoping it will continue to be that way.

So, it's not a top hit or anything, but it's me. And I'm very proud of this, and how I've come so far in my musical endeavours. Honestly, I can't even believe I was given this opportunity. The entire atmosphere of working in a recording studio was incredible, and I'll never forget such an experience.

 

As for the song, I'll try to find a way to post it but blogger doesn't like me so I'm not sure how that will work out...

Reality

As the days go on, the busier I get. Which kind of sucks, considering that I barely have time to write on here.
FINALLY, I HAVE A SONG! :D
Happiness is twisting and turning in my stomach.

Why do you stay for a while,
When you're gone for the rest of the day.
What's the use of having your around?
When I can't see you, you're not help at all.

So you're picking on me for not caring at all,
But in reality, my words go in one ear and out the other.

*chorus*
And someday, I'll find a way out.
I'll walk out of that door.
I'll never come back,
You don't know what's in store.
And you'll make your way in,
And you can't find me.
Wake up, time to learn your lesson.
This is reality.

You won't find me....
You won't find me.

And why do you ponder around,
You voice is like nails on a chalkboard.
You've become so useless,
You can leave now, I know you're bored.

But rather than you leaving, maybe I'll take a step,
So expect the unexpected.

*chorus*
And someday, I'll find a way out.
I'll walk out of that door.
I'll never come back,
You don't know what's in store.

And you'll make your way in,
And you can't find me.
Wake up, time to learn your lesson.
This is reality.


I've given you plenty of chances.
I've reminded you of your rights and wrongs.
But all you're ever were, and will be is pathetic,
Useless, a liar and a hypocrite.

*chorus*
And someday, I'll find a way out.
I'll walk out of that door.
I'll never come back,
And you can't find me.
This is reality.

So, wake up, time to learn your lesson.
This is reality.

Survivor

NEW SONG! NEW SONG! :)

Sticks and stones don't break me,
But your words do.
I'm trying to get out of this mess,
All I want is the truth.

I'm stuck in between my problems,
I wish it would just go away.
Why oh why is it just me
Suffering from the pain?

*chorus*
*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.

I'm trying my hardest to blend in,
But I still stand out.
I'm stuck in many situations,
I want to scream and shout.

In a world where peace is lacking,
It gets worse and worse.
Everyone's now in trouble.
Can someone help make it worse.

*chorus*

*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.


*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.

 
<3 

Shattered.

I stare at an empty page,
Waiting for a miracle.
Wondering if something magical will happen soon.

The tears I'm fighting back,
I wish for something great.
But I guess, not every wish will come true.

Maybe I thought I had a chance,
Maybe I thought you changed.
If only you knew what was on my mind,
What I'm thinking these days.

*chorus*
So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered...?

I walk on an empty road,
Walking on a fragile line.
I wonder when the moment comes, when it breaks.

I stood there watching you out.
I'm just holding my breath.
Everyone's helping me out to cease the pain.

Maybe I thought I had a chance,
Maybe I thought you changed.
If only you knew what was on my mind,
What I'm thinking these days.

*chorus*
So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered?

Why did I wish,
When I know they wont come true?
Why did I listen,
When you weren't listening to me?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered?

So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered?


Yay! Finished! I know, sad, depressing. :(
But I still hope y'all like it tho.

FEEDBACK IS ALWAYS WELCOMEEEEEE. :D