Grammys? Aww Yeah. (:

I've been waiting for this since...
Well, last year.

Right now, at this very moment, I'm watching the Grammys. (:
Big deal? Yes. It's the biggest music award ever. I find it the biggest music award ever. People have their own opinions.

THE POINT IS THAT I'M SO EXCITED AND HAPPY. (:

Yes, I'm rambling. My apologies. My blog isn't called "A Freak Inside a Music Freak's Life" for nothing, you know.





Now, time for me to watch my idols shine and dream about what it's like winning one.

(:

Legit Notebook Right Here.

So, I mentioned a few posts ago that I will show you my awesome new notebook. Well, here it is.

Don't you just love the webcam quality?
I sure don't.

If you can't read the very small print, here's what it says:


I CAN'T SLEEP.
A journal for passing the time when insomnia strikes and my brain is circling in on itself, cannibalizing the trivialities of the day and exaggerating the ticking of the clock, reminding me that every minute spent awake is another minute closer to when I'll have to get up, though many of the greatest artists and sages were insomniacs and that's part of how they got so much done, so if I can't sleep, I might as well write and channel my misery in something productive.

^ ISN'T THAT COOL?

Time for me to pour my misery into this notebook. Haha.

Demi Lovato Is My Hero. As Of Right Now.

Skyscraper. Demi Lovato. Enough said. Check it out:

I just heard this song and I started to bawl my eyes out. Is that normal? heh.

IT'S JUST THAT THIS SONG IS SO AMAZING AND INSPIRING. 

Let's just say, when I hear a song like that, I get inspired and then I come up with an uber depressing song too.
Honestly speaking, sometimes I do feel this way.

Anyway, here it goes: Shattered Glass

I'm surrounded by the walls,
That are pushing me inside.
No one hears me, no one cares,
About my screams and cries.

I'm still wishing and hoping,
That maybe I'll have a chance.
But my moment seems like it's
Slipping right out of my hands.

*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

I watch the raindrops fall and shatter,
Breaking like pieces, separating apart.
Your torments, your laughter,
Is hitting me inside like darts.

I want to see the skies clear,
And know that it's alright.
I'm going crazy but I'm standing tall,
Just to show you that I'm fine.

*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

Go close the door and run away.
I can't take it anymore.
Why do you make me feel so worthless,
It's making me heart sore.


*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

The truth is what you're seeing through.

I wont break like shattered glass.


^ Okay, so yeah. That's it!!
I know it's really sad but I hope y'all like it.
I should really start writing more cheerful songs. :D

LEGIT STUFF. RIGHT HERE.

My friends have got me addicted to this. Isn't it amazing? The video is just too cool, like with all the boxes and scenes and stuff.

Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie are legit. I love their voices. So strong and powerful, yet soft and smooth. Omg, I'm obsessed.

Did you know that Christina Grimmie is going on tour with Selena Gomez and Allstar Weekend?
NOW YOU KNOW. :)

Check out more of Sam Tsui and his producer Kurt Schneider's videos here: http://www.youtube.com/user/KurtHugoSchneider#p/u/1/n1p74Isbcgc

Oh, oh, oh and Christina Grimmie's videos: http://www.youtube.com/user/zeldaxlove64

They also write their own songs too! Which is always awesome. :)

Speaking of original songs, I better started on writing more songs. Haha.