To Be Loved

Broken hearted
You should be ashamed.
Pictures on my wall
Are thrown away.
No words left
Nothing left to say.
You were gone
Why are you back today?

And I tried to fight back
All the words needed to attack
Think you didn't deserve that
But what have I been thrown at?

*chorus*
And you might think I'm crazy
Full of twisted fantasies
But I'll never know what it feels like
To live life normally
To have something with simplicity
I can only imagine what it feels like
To be loved.

To be loved.

When you were gone
You didn't have a care.
Memories disappeared
in thin air.
You just put us all
In despair.
All I asked the world is
"is this fair?"


And I tried to fight back
All the words needed to attack
Think you didn't deserve that
But what have I been thrown at?

*chorus*
And you might think I'm crazy
Full of twisted fantasies
But I'll never know what it feels like
To live life normally
To have something with simplicity
I can only imagine what it feels like
To be loved.

You're not a hero
So stop trying to patch the hole
I don't need your saving
I'm fine with being alone
You left me years ago
You didn't even care
All I did was imagine
What it's like if you were here.


*chorus*
And you might think I'm crazy
Full of twisted fantasies
But I'll never know what it feels like
To live life normally
To have something with simplicity
I can only imagine what it feels like
To be loved.



^ That amazeballs moment when I wrote a song after what seems like forever :)

Currently untitled sad, "pick me up" song

You'll make your way,
You'll find a path to get out,
You've held it for so long,
Without a scream or a shout.

It's hard to let go,
Everything is out of control,
Know that I'll be there,
There's so much to know.

Remember the love, it'll make you stronger.
You can spread your wings, you can fly,
Remember you'll be watched over...

So just close your eyes,
You're in for a roller coaster ride.
Every day will have another sunrise.
Even if every chapter ends sad,
Remember that the story hasn't finished.
So keep your head high, your chin up,
Look at the stars to see.


And every step you make,
Will be the start of an adventure,
So open up a new chapter,
And hold on to those memories.

Remember the love, the memories are there,
The world's spinning fast, but even through despair,
Remember you can find a way out.

So just close your eyes,
You're in for a roller coaster ride.
Every day will have another sunrise.
Even if every chapter ends sad,
Remember that the story hasn't finished.
So keep your head high, your chin up,
Look at the stars to see.

Words like goodbye,
Seems so hard to spit out,
And you don't know when you can say hello again.
But listen,
There's too much to say in this world.
So remember, keep the love in your heart.

So just close your eyes,
You're in for a roller coaster ride.
Every day will have another sunrise.
Even if every chapter ends sad,
Remember that the story hasn't finished.
So keep your head high, your chin up,
Look at the stars to see.


^ YAY! ANOTHER NEW SONG THAT I WROTE ABOUT A WEEK AGO BUT FAILED TO POST UNTIL NOW. :D

Risk

Your new best friend is annoyance.
Driving me insane everywhere I go.
I can't help but start running.
Go left or right? I don't know.

You're chasing at the back,
Your goal is to try and ruin me.
I can't let you take me down.
Can I pull this off with all this trickery?

*chorus*
All you do is pick a fight.
Holding a grudge all night.
And I begin to wonder why,
I haven't taken a risk.

You break and curse at the world,
My surroundings seem to swirl,
All around because I haven't taken a risk,
To bring you down. 

Here By You

Hey there little girl,
Grow big and strong for me.
Just make the best of life,
Dream and believe.

Don't worry about a thing.
Live like there's no tomorrow.
Just love each other.
You have your heart to follow.

You'll grow up to be someone amazing.
I know it, we know.
Take each step to grow.

You don't know how much you have to learn.
You don't know yet how your life is gonna turn.
Stay strong cause you'll make it through.
Stay together, we'll be strong. We're here by you.

-Just like my last post. Enjoy!

Over and outtttt.

Hey Darling

A new addition has come in our family! I have a baby sis now! Yay! :)
So I decided on writing a new song... just for her. <3

Hey Darling

Take each step slowly,
Treasure each moment.
You don't want to skip a beat, because you'll never go back in time.

Remember to take a breather,
Don't run too fast.
You're still growing up darling, make each memory last.

*chorus*
So darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope to make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world.

I'll hold you in my arms,
I'll hold on to you tight.
Just remember that you're going to be alright.

Keep your head up high,
Make sure to stand tall.
You'll be towering over everyone, just stay strong.

*chorus*
Darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope to make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world

I don't want you to grow up,
Stay in my arms forever.
Smile at me and keep your eyes open wide.
Smile when you sleep,
Keep on dreaming.
I'll be here for you, I'll be here listening.

*chorus*
And now, darling go close your eyes,
Make sure to play make believe.
Hold on to your life, it's your treasure.
We'll make the best of it.
You'll make it through.

Darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope to make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world

I'm A Cool Kid.

Isn't this the coolest thing ever? Well, if you can't really see it from your distance just click on it.
Ahaha, will ya look at that. I'm on my blog!
Okay, that's lame.
I'm lame.

ANYWAY...

I wrote another half-song today. It isn't much and it has nothing to do with Harry Potter. (Remind me to write a song about Harry Potter. Haha.) Speaking of Harry Potter, I was watching something on tv. It was about the life of J.K Rowling.

Pretty interesting stuff. So yeah, let's get to the boring stuff... (heh.) Here's my song.

Other Side

I don't know how our roads crossed,
I felt like I was walking on broken glass.
Maybe you knew how I felt.

It's getting lonely, I'm lost inside,
I'm getting stuck in my imagination.
Meandering through flashbacks.

Maybe it wasn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get all this out of my head.
I guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.

(You know, if you had a bit of imagination, and edit this a bit, this could sound like a Harry Potter song.)

I hope you liked it! It is kind of a personal song (aren't they always?) but personal songs are cool, right? Ahaha.
I'm stuck on the other side.

My Inner Poet. Part 3.

You.
Who are you?
What have you done with my life?
So many decisions have been made,
My life has been turned upside down.
I've sacrificed so much.
Do you even care?

What.
What are you trying to do?
Run away from here,
I can't take it anymore.
Why should you be trusted?
I can't even open my heart out.
Everyone else can,
Except for me.

Go.
I don't care.
I never got what I deserved,
Why should you get it back now?
I've tried to hard to please you,
Prove myself and cared.
Did I get anything back?
I'm engulfed in my misery.

Cry.
It's all I ever do nowadays.
My dreams have turned into nightmares.
Sleepless nights.
I've turned into an insomniac.
You portray an enemy;
Someone who pushes me down.
And I'm falling.

Welcome to my upside-down life.
Will you ever bother fixing it so it's right side up?

Okay, I know I've been obsessed with poetry. Haha. This is actually a poem based on a mixture of events that have happened in my life. I know, depressing but a good portion of it is exaggerated. (phew, haha.)

Happy Reading!

My Inner Poet

Countless dreams I had of you.
Many sleepless nights.
I'd wake up from my dream,
Realizing I'm in reality.
That I can never go back.

Back to the past,
Re-live the dream.
The flashback.

I reread those words,
Butterflies in my stomach,
Flutter around.
My emotions can't hide.
You let yours fade.

I can't help but remember,
The laughs,
Our talks.
They way I'd smile and know that I'm alright.
Because I was.

Maybe it was the timing.
It was all so perfect.
Everything was.
The pieces of the puzzle fit.
Nothing shattered,
Or broken.

I can't help but notice,
Seeing you with another.
The striking pain inside of me.

Will your words be believed?
Will my pain be ceased.
It's not just you.
It's the past itself.
Will it come back?
Will life be the way it was?
Better?

It's not that.
It's the atmosphere around.
Loving, caring, amazing.
I recall those memories,
Realizing how "perfect" it was for me.

I know you're there.
You're somewhere inside.
Maybe not with me.

Now it's all washed away.

Everything between us.
Everything I had.
Everything there was.




OKAY. Here's the story behind this. I read a poem and I ended up coming up with the first half and the second half is personal... in a way. It describes two situations actually; one more personal and the other kind of imaginary.

YES, I KNOW. ANOTHER "AWKWARD" THING. No need to remind. Nothing that personal, really. It's just I still have that one song stuck in my head. :)

Fyi, I came up with this at the top of my head... and it's not edited. I thought I'd show you some rough work. Very freestyle. Want to let me know what you think?

Say hi to my inner Shakespeare. Haha.

Demi Lovato Is My Hero. As Of Right Now.

Skyscraper. Demi Lovato. Enough said. Check it out:

I just heard this song and I started to bawl my eyes out. Is that normal? heh.

IT'S JUST THAT THIS SONG IS SO AMAZING AND INSPIRING. 

Let's just say, when I hear a song like that, I get inspired and then I come up with an uber depressing song too.
Honestly speaking, sometimes I do feel this way.

Anyway, here it goes: Shattered Glass

I'm surrounded by the walls,
That are pushing me inside.
No one hears me, no one cares,
About my screams and cries.

I'm still wishing and hoping,
That maybe I'll have a chance.
But my moment seems like it's
Slipping right out of my hands.

*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

I watch the raindrops fall and shatter,
Breaking like pieces, separating apart.
Your torments, your laughter,
Is hitting me inside like darts.

I want to see the skies clear,
And know that it's alright.
I'm going crazy but I'm standing tall,
Just to show you that I'm fine.

*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

Go close the door and run away.
I can't take it anymore.
Why do you make me feel so worthless,
It's making me heart sore.


*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

The truth is what you're seeing through.

I wont break like shattered glass.


^ Okay, so yeah. That's it!!
I know it's really sad but I hope y'all like it.
I should really start writing more cheerful songs. :D

Survivor

NEW SONG! NEW SONG! :)

Sticks and stones don't break me,
But your words do.
I'm trying to get out of this mess,
All I want is the truth.

I'm stuck in between my problems,
I wish it would just go away.
Why oh why is it just me
Suffering from the pain?

*chorus*
*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.

I'm trying my hardest to blend in,
But I still stand out.
I'm stuck in many situations,
I want to scream and shout.

In a world where peace is lacking,
It gets worse and worse.
Everyone's now in trouble.
Can someone help make it worse.

*chorus*

*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.


*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.

 
<3 

Words of Wisdom.

"Breathe for love tomorrow, cause there's no hope for today. Breathe for love tomorrow, cause maybe there's another way." -Paramore.

Song: Breathe. :) (CHECK IT OUT!)

Thank you Paramore for those words of wisdom. I shall try to live by them.<3

Rawk on. ;D

Want it All Back

Every day, is just mysterious.
A new adventure, a new day.
And what ruins it is when you try,
To bring me down, feeling scared.

I can't spend a day without,
Making sure you're not there.
I'm hiding in my own shadows.

*chorus*
Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

So I'm just standing there all alone,
Can't you see how I'm feeling.
I want to shout, I'm frustrated.
I don't know if I'm ready.

To let you know, if I'm okay,
I don't know you anymore.
I feel like I'm talking to a wall.

*chorus*
Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

Can you tell me? 


There ya go! So yeah, it's a personal song but I hope y'all like it.