Night Owl

I have been sitting with my notebook and pen and it seems like forever.

What have I got on the page?

Nothing.

It's like a songwriter's strike. Haha.

Anyway, what is this insanity? I just came up with these awesome songs a few days ago and now this?
We live in a mad world.

Anyway, so my life in the summer is pretty boring. I eat, sleep, write, internet, blog. Repeat. (Not in order)

I'm going to try to write a poem from the top of my head. Sounds like fun? Yes.

Whoa. What?  I should go to sleep. Although I choose not to.

Okay, random post. Ahaha. 

I shall amuse myself, (and hopefully you too) but staring at this ADORABLE pic. <3



They are so cute!! Thanks google for this pic.

Bunny fever.

Awesome Song. Something Happy This Time

Today was an awesome day. It was my friend's birthday and we went go-karting, played an intense game of Foosball, ate a lot of cake and pizza, and so much more. 

I WROTE A HAPPY SONG. It was inspired by Taylor Swift. &lt;3 

Moment of our Lives

Take everything slowly, 

Don't let time go by too fast.

Admire the beauty,

We'll never know how long it'll last.

As we look in our eyes

We're lost in another world.

Cherish the memories,

Cause that's the only thing we'll have.

We want to take it all,

Take each breath as if we wont have another one, because,

*chorus*

We're just standing there,

Laughing,

Smiling forever at all the things.

And we don't care if,

We're the only ones.

Cause we know we'll have the moment of our lives.

Some things we don't expect,

They turn out better than we thought,

They turn into the best,

The best days we have.

We want to take it all,

Grasp each second that we have.

*chorus*

We're just standing there,

Laughing,

Smiling forever at all the things.

And we don't care if,

We're the only ones.

Cause we know we'll have the moment of our lives.

We want to take it all,

Take each breath as if we wont have another one, because,

*chorus*

We're just standing there,

Laughing,

Smiling forever at all the things.

And we don't care if,

We're the only ones.

Cause we know we'll have the moment of our lives.

Hope you likeeee. 

Comment, rate, subscribe and share! :)

Goodies.

Life is good when you have cinnamon rolls.
But not when it takes about 3 hours to make. You see, I'm slow when it comes to baking because I lag a lot. This time, not only did I lag, but I had to leave the dough out for and hour and then leave the rolls out for 45 mins. I baked this while I was watching the Teen Choice Awards.

Pretty awesome stuff.

The cool part? My mom wanted to watch it just because of Taylor Swift. Yep, we're T.Swift freaks! Demi Lovato and Selena Gomez were pretty cool out there too.

                                             I see lots of gooey icing. :)

                                       

So yeah, that's basically how my evening went. I also baked banana bread but unfortunately, that didn't work out. Sorry to say, I was too busy this evening to write anything. Whoops!

 Chef Mani in the making.

P.S- I mastered "Forget You" by Cee Lo Green on piano. Yay!

Working It Out on Piano.

Hey everyone! I've been busy trying to learn some songs on the piano. It's a lot of fun, but it takes a lot of effort as well. Here are some of the songs:
-Hurt- Christina Aguileria.
-Grenade- Bruno Mars
-Forget You- Cee Lo Green
-Pray- Justin Bieber
-You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift.

So, this is what I have worked with so far! Actually, I haven't mastered any of these songs yet. They're quite rough. (As you know I'm a much better guitarist... piano isn't really my thing... unless you count learning them by ear.) My goal is to master them... and to play them my way, of course.

I'm still trying my best to post some videos but unfortunately blogger keeps telling me that there is an error EVERY SINGLE TIME I try.

That really sucks.

My inner pianist awaits.

Thanks!

A lot of poetry action has been happening lately. Now, I'm going to try to see if I can write another song. Hmmm... what should I write about?
Got any ideas?
Help me out a little. My music is all for you.

I would really like it if I got some feedback and comments. Leave a comment! It's welcome! :)
Trust me, it will bring a smile on my face. I smile a lot at everything anyway. Haha.

Yeah, so this is just a little message for y'all.

I really appreciate everyone who has been reading my blog and I hope you all send it out to your friends and tell them how awesome I am. (Just kidding, but if you did that, I'd be stoked.) But really, it would amaze me if my blog got a whole bunch of new viewers.

But seriously, I love each and every single one of you who took some time out of their precious and busy life to read my work. It means a lot.
AND IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY (or just people I know) ARE READING THIS I WANT TO SAY...

Hi.

Yeeeeeeup. That's about it.

More cheesy posts, awesome pics, story of my life posts, rants, and a jumbo amount of songs and poems coming up. <3

My Inner Poet. Part 3.

You.
Who are you?
What have you done with my life?
So many decisions have been made,
My life has been turned upside down.
I've sacrificed so much.
Do you even care?

What.
What are you trying to do?
Run away from here,
I can't take it anymore.
Why should you be trusted?
I can't even open my heart out.
Everyone else can,
Except for me.

Go.
I don't care.
I never got what I deserved,
Why should you get it back now?
I've tried to hard to please you,
Prove myself and cared.
Did I get anything back?
I'm engulfed in my misery.

Cry.
It's all I ever do nowadays.
My dreams have turned into nightmares.
Sleepless nights.
I've turned into an insomniac.
You portray an enemy;
Someone who pushes me down.
And I'm falling.

Welcome to my upside-down life.
Will you ever bother fixing it so it's right side up?

Okay, I know I've been obsessed with poetry. Haha. This is actually a poem based on a mixture of events that have happened in my life. I know, depressing but a good portion of it is exaggerated. (phew, haha.)

Happy Reading!

My Inner Poet. Part 2

I smiled as I received the news.
Was it true?
Things will change?
It was all going to work,
My dream might turn into reality.

Was it really you then?
You brought that smile on my face,
And the sparkle in my eyes.
Making me go crazy for no reason.

Then, bam! It's all gone.
It's now the past.
I can't go back, I just can't.
It kills.

Mixed signals drive me mad.
I can't stand it.
You were someone else then.
Who are you now?

OH-KAY, I know this is kinda awkward too.. but I hope you all like it! :)

Legit Notebook Right Here.

So, I mentioned a few posts ago that I will show you my awesome new notebook. Well, here it is.

Don't you just love the webcam quality?
I sure don't.

If you can't read the very small print, here's what it says:


I CAN'T SLEEP.
A journal for passing the time when insomnia strikes and my brain is circling in on itself, cannibalizing the trivialities of the day and exaggerating the ticking of the clock, reminding me that every minute spent awake is another minute closer to when I'll have to get up, though many of the greatest artists and sages were insomniacs and that's part of how they got so much done, so if I can't sleep, I might as well write and channel my misery in something productive.

^ ISN'T THAT COOL?

Time for me to pour my misery into this notebook. Haha.

My Inner Poet

Countless dreams I had of you.
Many sleepless nights.
I'd wake up from my dream,
Realizing I'm in reality.
That I can never go back.

Back to the past,
Re-live the dream.
The flashback.

I reread those words,
Butterflies in my stomach,
Flutter around.
My emotions can't hide.
You let yours fade.

I can't help but remember,
The laughs,
Our talks.
They way I'd smile and know that I'm alright.
Because I was.

Maybe it was the timing.
It was all so perfect.
Everything was.
The pieces of the puzzle fit.
Nothing shattered,
Or broken.

I can't help but notice,
Seeing you with another.
The striking pain inside of me.

Will your words be believed?
Will my pain be ceased.
It's not just you.
It's the past itself.
Will it come back?
Will life be the way it was?
Better?

It's not that.
It's the atmosphere around.
Loving, caring, amazing.
I recall those memories,
Realizing how "perfect" it was for me.

I know you're there.
You're somewhere inside.
Maybe not with me.

Now it's all washed away.

Everything between us.
Everything I had.
Everything there was.




OKAY. Here's the story behind this. I read a poem and I ended up coming up with the first half and the second half is personal... in a way. It describes two situations actually; one more personal and the other kind of imaginary.

YES, I KNOW. ANOTHER "AWKWARD" THING. No need to remind. Nothing that personal, really. It's just I still have that one song stuck in my head. :)

Fyi, I came up with this at the top of my head... and it's not edited. I thought I'd show you some rough work. Very freestyle. Want to let me know what you think?

Say hi to my inner Shakespeare. Haha.

Whoa. Can It Be? A New Song?

My friend made me listen to this AMAZING song. It's called B-e-a-utiful by Megan Nicole. (Look it up!) Then, she challenged me to write a song that has a similar topic as "B-e-a-utiful.

OKAY, LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT. YOU WANT ME TO WRITE A SOMEWHAT "AWKWARD" SONG?

No thanks.

But of course, sometimes, there are songs that just inspire me; or I hear a line that makes me go "Oh! This is cool! This reminds me of... blah blah blah." Honestly, I cannot control my writing. It's like magic! *poof*
Then I came up with this:

Words never explain how I feel.
I'm dreaming thoughts so surreal.
Have they ever popped up in your mind?

Sometimes I wish you were by my side,
And I wish I could go back in time.
To when it all first started.

My mind is spinning, don't know what I'm doing.
I feel as if, I'm losing it.
Will I ever get my chance?

*chorus*
I will wait for my miracle.
And one day you will call me beautiful.
Just the way I dreamed it. 
I will wait for the special day.
I never knew I could fall that way,
For you.

I'm going crazy in my head,
Remembering  things you once said,
Have you thought of them too?

Sometimes at night I can't sleep,
You're haunting me in my dreams.
But you know, that's alright.

'Cause I like how I'm unfocused,
I'm hoping one day I'll be noticed,
Will I ever get my chance?

*chorus*
I will wait for my miracle.
And one day you will call me beautiful.
Just the way I dreamed it. 
I will wait for the special day.
I never knew I could fall that way,
For you.

I don't know what I'm supposed to say,
I can't believe that day is now today.
Goodbye is a word that I hate,
So just let me wait...

Let me wait for my miracle.
Let me wait for something magical.

*chorus*
I will wait for my miracle.
And one day you will call me beautiful.
Just the way I dreamed it. 
I will wait for the special day.
I never knew I could fall that way,
For you.

I'm Drowning My Life in One Notebook. Poor Thing

Well, I suppose that's what journals are for.

It's pretty awesome, actually.
It had quotes and stuff in it. I like it. Also, it's blue. I love blue! Haha.

I basically spend every night writing in it.

I don't have a pic of it at the moment but I'll post it soon.

Okay, can't say much now. Bye!

Summer boredom... With Books, Guitars and Piano.

I really need to work my butt off for more songs. Really.

I'm having one of those "really, just really?" moments.

I NEED MORE SONG IDEAS.

Help me out pleaseeeeeeee?


Well, anyway, how's everyone's summer? Good? Oh well, that's... er... good. Me? Oh thanks for asking but my summer is alright. I guess it's more than alright. I read a bunch of books (and currently reading some too). Oh, and I learned a few songs on my guitars... and piano.
Fyi, I'm not the greatest pianist.

So, yeah. Let's start with books. (I recommend that you read them. They're awesome!!)
Speaking of awesome... I read:
-The Book of Awesome- Neil Pasricha
- The Lost Hero- Rick Riordan
-Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows- J.K Rowling <3
-Stormbreaker- Anthony Horowitz
-Pride and Prejudice-Jane Austen
-Emma- Jane Austen

Now, songs that I learned:

-Skyscraper- Demi Lovato. (Guitar and Piano)
-Edge of Glory- Lady Gaga (Piano)
-We'll Be A Dream- We the Kings feat. Demi Lovato (Guitar)
-Misery Business- Paramore (Guitar)
-Jar of Hearts- Christina Perri (Piano)
-The Voice Within- Christina Aguileria (Piano)
-Wouldn't Change a Thing- Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas (Guitar)
-Grenade- Bruno Mars (Guitar) Actually, I edited it. I kind of played it by notes rather than chords.


Well, I'm going to try to learn more. 

FRESH. NEW. BOLD. :)

Writing a new song. Hmmm... got any ideas?

I need to think of something new. I need a change.

SOMETHING NEW. FRESH. BOLD. You know?

I'm not going to make it sad. Hopefully not. I want to write about something different. I have way too many sad songs... Unless I come up with an amazing line for a sad song, then perhaps, I can make an exception.

BUT DARLING, YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION. Sorry, I just had a Paramore moment. <3

I can't think of anything. I'm having a brainfart at the moment and it's not fun.

BY THE WAY... I watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2 today and it was a-m-a-z-i-n-g!! Honestly, I cried. Some parts of the movie were so sad... and I don't usually cry in movies. Haha.Well, anyway, I'm not going to spoil the movie for y'all.

It. Was. So. Good. (Yeah, I'm kind of obsessing over it now.)

^ This is how I spend my summer. Hi Vannie. <3 Hahahaha.
Wow, my face got chopped off.... oh well. 


Anyway... Any new song ideas? I'm all ears. :)

Demi Lovato Is My Hero. As Of Right Now.

Skyscraper. Demi Lovato. Enough said. Check it out:

I just heard this song and I started to bawl my eyes out. Is that normal? heh.

IT'S JUST THAT THIS SONG IS SO AMAZING AND INSPIRING. 

Let's just say, when I hear a song like that, I get inspired and then I come up with an uber depressing song too.
Honestly speaking, sometimes I do feel this way.

Anyway, here it goes: Shattered Glass

I'm surrounded by the walls,
That are pushing me inside.
No one hears me, no one cares,
About my screams and cries.

I'm still wishing and hoping,
That maybe I'll have a chance.
But my moment seems like it's
Slipping right out of my hands.

*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

I watch the raindrops fall and shatter,
Breaking like pieces, separating apart.
Your torments, your laughter,
Is hitting me inside like darts.

I want to see the skies clear,
And know that it's alright.
I'm going crazy but I'm standing tall,
Just to show you that I'm fine.

*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

Go close the door and run away.
I can't take it anymore.
Why do you make me feel so worthless,
It's making me heart sore.


*chorus*
What do you feel when I'm in pain?
You seem to think I'm going insane.
But you don't realize.
You don't know what I'm going through.
The truth is what you're seeing through.
But I won't break.
I won't break like shattered glass.

The truth is what you're seeing through.

I wont break like shattered glass.


^ Okay, so yeah. That's it!!
I know it's really sad but I hope y'all like it.
I should really start writing more cheerful songs. :D

Survivor

NEW SONG! NEW SONG! :)

Sticks and stones don't break me,
But your words do.
I'm trying to get out of this mess,
All I want is the truth.

I'm stuck in between my problems,
I wish it would just go away.
Why oh why is it just me
Suffering from the pain?

*chorus*
*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.

I'm trying my hardest to blend in,
But I still stand out.
I'm stuck in many situations,
I want to scream and shout.

In a world where peace is lacking,
It gets worse and worse.
Everyone's now in trouble.
Can someone help make it worse.

*chorus*

*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.


*Do you know that I'm a survivor?
I'll keep soaring higher and higher.
Don't underestimate me, I'm a fighter.
Your words wont bring me down, anymore.

 
<3 

Words of Wisdom.

"Breathe for love tomorrow, cause there's no hope for today. Breathe for love tomorrow, cause maybe there's another way." -Paramore.

Song: Breathe. :) (CHECK IT OUT!)

Thank you Paramore for those words of wisdom. I shall try to live by them.<3

Rawk on. ;D

Spazzing At My Camera. Part 2.

Still spazzing. Still discombobulated.
How wonderful.

I must do something about this... immediately.

Well, I wouldn't say immediately due to the fact that it's midnight. Great. :(

TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY.
Hopefully the world wont end. No, it wont. I said so.

So, yeah. Not in the mood to rage over my camera now.
I'll try to "fix" it tomorrow, if I can.

AND BLOGGER, PRETTY, PRETTY, PLEASE LET ME POST HD VIDEOS NOW.

Kay. Thanks. Bye.

Nighty night.

Spazzing At My Camera. Part 1

Oh gosh, why does my voice sound like... erm... poop in a camera?

HOW ON EARTH DO PEOPLE MAKE THEIR VOICES SOUND GOOD IN A CAMERA.

HOW?
HOW?
HOW?

The frustration is killing me. I'm discombobulated, like, legitly. discombobulated.

Is 'legitly' even a word? I don't care. I shall make it one.

Time for me to rage. Here we go.
Three.
Two.
One.

qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm. reujklgsjaiorehjklgawrpiegruohjksdadiouregjksgjhsp;dfljkd.
-slams head on keyboard-

Ouch.

Any-who, that's not the worst part. Every time I make an attempt to post a video on here, blogger will gladly ruin my moment and I will have a pop-up saying  "We are sorry, but there was an error while uploading your video.

WHAT IS THIS INSANITY?

Does blogger not like uploading new high definition videos? I think not.

Ragequit.

Now, I shall eat sweet oranges and grapes while crying in misery.

Random Snippets.

My songbook is filled with empty pages and pages that consist of either:
1. one verse.
2. a chorus
3. a line.
4. ect, ect.

Yeah, you get the point.

Oh, btw. Time for me to rant. I'm kind of annoyed by this new blogger layout. I'm sure you didn't notice it because you don't have to go on blogger and draft and stuff just to edit, post and manage the blog.
If you do have blogger, I hope you understand my pain... my confusion.

ANYWAY, here it goes!

"It starts to rain,
It washes away everything.
All the pain,
If only the rain washed it."

"I don't know what I'm supposed to say.
I'm trying to watch the rain wash away,
The pain and I'm sorry I had to replay,
But I'm hoping that it wont stay."  <-- ANOTHER SONG WITH A REFERENCE ABOUT RAIN. AHAHAH.

"Mark my words darling,
I should've listened to what they said.
Now I'm feeling confused and,
Paranoid inside my head."  (YAY! NOT A RAIN REFERENCE)

"Every night in the sky, you see a star.
I'll make a wish and say, I'll reach far."  (PRETTY STARS. -laugh out loud-)

"I'll be there 'till the end, no promises to bend." (WHOA. COOL. haha)



Um, yeah. That's about it.

Shattered.

I stare at an empty page,
Waiting for a miracle.
Wondering if something magical will happen soon.

The tears I'm fighting back,
I wish for something great.
But I guess, not every wish will come true.

Maybe I thought I had a chance,
Maybe I thought you changed.
If only you knew what was on my mind,
What I'm thinking these days.

*chorus*
So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered...?

I walk on an empty road,
Walking on a fragile line.
I wonder when the moment comes, when it breaks.

I stood there watching you out.
I'm just holding my breath.
Everyone's helping me out to cease the pain.

Maybe I thought I had a chance,
Maybe I thought you changed.
If only you knew what was on my mind,
What I'm thinking these days.

*chorus*
So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered?

Why did I wish,
When I know they wont come true?
Why did I listen,
When you weren't listening to me?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered?

So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered?


Yay! Finished! I know, sad, depressing. :(
But I still hope y'all like it tho.

FEEDBACK IS ALWAYS WELCOMEEEEEE. :D

Awkward.

There is always a time in your life where everything just ends up being awkward... that's my life now. : \

I don't know why, though. Honestly. I feel awkward. Something isn't right.

AH HA. I SHOULD WRITE A SONG ABOUT IT.

Wait. What should I write?

Gosh, this is an awkward post. Heh...

To make this post even more awkward than it is.. this is what I'm going to do:

There are three meanings to awkward. (Thanks to The Free Dictionary)

1. clumsy
2. Difficult to handle and manage.
3. Marked by causing embarrassment or discomfort.


I don't know which definition applies to me now...


My mind, boggled. I'm sure yours is too.

Sorry to make you feel uncomfortable.

Midnight Writing. My Brain is in Action

I stare at an empty page,
Waiting for a miracle.
Wondering if something magical will happen soon.

The tears I'm fighting back,
I wish for something great.
But I guess, not every wish will come true.

Maybe I thought I had a chance,
Maybe I thought you changed.
If only you knew what was on my mind,
What I'm thinking these days.

*chorus*
So why did I get lost,
When maybe I could've gotten out?
Why did I try hard,
When maybe I'm falling down?
Why did I dream,
When I know they will be shattered...?



I'l try to finish it soon! Oh gosh, I just hate it when I can't finish a song but I can't help it. :S

It Starts With One Word

Dreamer.

What does what word mean to you? Does it remind you of anything?

Something incredible happened to me today.

This one word made me write a song. Just like that. -does that finger snapping thingy-

It's only 2 verses and a chorus... BUT GOOD ENOUGH. Here it goes!

Dreamer
Every day is like a wonderland,
All I wanted is there.
Even you.

I don't want to get out of there.
I'm lost in my mind,
My mind.

Let me stay a dreamer.

*chorus*
When I'm lost in the dark,
I'm surrounded by fear.
I know here's a place,
That will always be here.
When I can't find a way,
When I just need a breather,
I want to get out of reality,
And become a dreamer.


Hope you liked it! :)

I Did Not Give Up.

Remember a while ago when I said I was writing a novel.

I gave up on that.

But, a few days ago, I came up with an awesome idea for a story and I decided to write again. I started all over.

I. SHALL. NOT. GIVE. UP.

I made progress too. I started about 3 days ago, wrote 5 chapter and about 25-27 pages.

That's way better than what happened last time: 2 chapters and 8 pages. (I think less)

Over and out.

Want it All Back

Every day, is just mysterious.
A new adventure, a new day.
And what ruins it is when you try,
To bring me down, feeling scared.

I can't spend a day without,
Making sure you're not there.
I'm hiding in my own shadows.

*chorus*
Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

So I'm just standing there all alone,
Can't you see how I'm feeling.
I want to shout, I'm frustrated.
I don't know if I'm ready.

To let you know, if I'm okay,
I don't know you anymore.
I feel like I'm talking to a wall.

*chorus*
Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

Can you tell me,
Why do you seem to ignorant.
What have I done?
I'm try to make the best of it.
Why don't you treat me with respect?
I'm trying to give it but I don't get it back.
I just want it all back.

Can you tell me? 


There ya go! So yeah, it's a personal song but I hope y'all like it.

Okay, that's fine. Don't upload my videos then. I won't be upset at all. :(

I'm sorry, but due to some random reason, I cannot upload my videos on here.
I will try again soon just for the heck of it, but yeah. Sorry. :(

Anyway. I'm spending one nice, hot summer day with my laptop. Ou la la. Fun.
So, I might as well kill time by writing a song... So here's something that I came up with out of nowhere.
Yeah... I was listening to Taylor Swift... AGAIN. Are you surprised? No.
Oh and also I was also inspired by Christina Perri's Jar of Hearts.


Invisible Pen (yes, it's an awesome title)

Was it really?
Did it just have to to be?
I never thought I would miss you,
The thought of it never came to.. me.

I never realized,
That it was time to say goodbye.
That maybe its time to end,
You don't know the state I'm in.

Now here I am, I'm lost again,
I'm lost in all those lies.
Who am I to be hanging by,
When you don't care at all...

*chorus*
I'm just dreaming alone,
Hopefully you will think of me.
Of how we met,
And suddenly we don't speak.
We're on opposite sides,
Of the line that you can't see,
You just don't seem to realize,
'Cause it's drawn in invisible pen.

We don't talk anymore,
Time flys and just goes.
The past is all I need to see,
That I am now in reality.

Yes, this is a sad song,
Of everything that went wrong.
Even though we don't say anything,
All I can do is just sing.

Now here I am, I'm lost again,
I'm lost in all those lies.
Who am I to be hanging by,
When you don't care at all...

*chorus*
I'm just dreaming alone,
Hopefully you will think of me.
Of how we met,
And suddenly we don't speak.
We're on opposite sides,
Of the line that you can't see,
You don't seem to realize,
'Cause it's drawn in invisible pen.

The line's the barrier that keeps us from preventing,
To go back to the was it was before.
We cannot just go back to the beginning.
We're on opposite sides, oh...

*chorus*
I'm just dreaming alone,
Hopefully you will think of me.
Of how we met,
And suddenly we don't speak.
We're on opposite sides,
Of the line that you can't see,
You don't seem to realize,
'Cause it's drawn in invisible pen.

Invisible pen. oh...

Birthday Prezziee/No More School

Well, school's out! Summertime!

You know the song from the post before about school ending? Yeah, so I made a video of the song...

WITH MY SUPER COOL NEW CAMCORDER THAT I GOT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
yay!
It's High Definition, has awesome features and you can plug a mic in too!
I'm totally satisfied.

So yeah, please don't mind my singing. I know it sounds weird, EVEN WITH A GOOD AUDIO CAMERA.

I swear, cameras hate my voice.

My voice was kind of cracking, so yeah. Once again, don't mind. I just wanted to test the camera out. : )

OKAY. SORRY. NEVER MIND. BLOGGER ISN'T LETTING ME UPLOAD MY AWESOME HIGH DEFINITION VIDEO.

whoops! wonder what went wrong. (omg, alliteration!) 

anyway, i'll try to get it fixed asap. :)

Time to say goodbye to school.

School's ending in about 3 days.
YAY or NAY?

Nay for me. Kind of. I don't want to say goodbye to this year. It's been amazing.
But at least I'll see my friends next year.

So, doing what (my friends say) I do best... IMMA WRITE A NEW SONG. BOO YA.

Here it goes.

It seems as if each moment,
Slips away from our hand.
It's like in the hourglass,
The sand falls too fast.

I don't want these memories,
To go, run and hide.
It seems like once it's over,
It means.... goodbye.

Before we know it, it's all gone.
We were waiting for summer, but now we're wrong.
As we get closer, to the year's end.
We wish we can go back, and start all over again.


*chorus*
Can you believe it?
Wasn't it just yesterday, when it all just started?
Can you see it?
See out future growing, all of us together.
And even though we'll meet again,
No one will want this to end,
'Cause, it seems like it will go away forever.

I'll try to cherish,
Each memory we shared.
Spark the light,
Make it light up in the air.

We'll stick together,
We hope to grow strong.
And we will make it through,
As the days go on.

Before we know it, it's all gone,
We were waiting for summer, now we're all wrong.
As we get closer,forever seems lost,
I hope we can go back, to the paths we crossed.

*chorus*
Can you believe it?
Wasn't it just yesterday, when it all just started?
Can you see it?
See out future growing, all of us together.
And even though we'll meet again,
No one will want this to end,
'Cause, it seems like it will go away forever.

As we get closer, to the year's end.
We wish we can go back, and start all over again....

Can you believe it?

*chorus*
Can you believe it?
Wasn't it just yesterday, when it all just started?
Can you see it?
See out future growing, all of us together.
And even though we'll meet again,
No one will want this to end,
'Cause, it seems like it will go away forever.



Yes, cheesy song right there. I kind of want to cry. *sniff*

THE BIG 100

Kay, so, first and foremost...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEEEE!!!

okay, now that's out of the way.

HAPPY 100th BLOG POST! <3

oh yeah. That is amazing. :)

cool story.

I'll try to post another song ASAP. 

Is it me or did my writer's block go away? :)

And here we go down this bumpy road,
I shoot a smile, but it never goes,
Towards you on the other side,
You never bothered to say goodbye.

A warning was all that I needed,
I was torn, I couldn't believe it.
Didn't friendships last a lifetime?
I guess not yours, or mine.

It seems like a million days has passed by,
Since I saw you last.
If only it were true and it really went by,
It went by so fast.

I want to scream, the silence is killing me,
It's as if no one can hear me.
Am I just talking to a wall?
I want to run, I want to go far away,
Hopefully you might just stay.
Maybe it will take us back,
to those forgotten memories.


When you say hi, it was no big deal,
For me it seems just so surreal,
That you're starting to care,
I wasn't prepared.

And each day goes on you talk and talk,
I seem to wonder how it all started.
And when you bring up the past,
I kind of want to run away and not look back.

It seems like a million days has passed by,
Since I saw you last.
If only it were true and it really went by,
It went by so fast.

I want to scream, the silence is killing me,
It's as if no one can hear me.
Am I just talking to a wall?
I want to run, I want to go far away,
Hopefully you might just stay.

Maybe it will take us back,
to those forgotten memories.

Why do you just bring these up,
I thought that you had enough.
Which puzzle piece was missing?
I feel like I'm guessing.

I want to scream, the silence is killing me,
It's as if no one can hear me.
Am I just talking to a wall?
I want to run, I want to go far away,
Hopefully you might just stay.

Maybe it will take us back,
to those forgotten memories.


^ This is as random as I can get. :)

I have no idea how I came up with it. So, please just don't ask.

Why is it that I am so busy?

I am just too busy sometimes.
Almost the end of the school year, what can I say?

Oh and you know what's even better?

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!

Oh yeah.

I want a new, legit, (I have got to stop saying that!) cooler camcorder so that I can post awesome videos just for my one and only viewers. (if I have any. haha.)
Hopefully I'll get one. :)

Okay, so I know it's been a while since I last posted another song.
IAMSOSORRYFORTHAT. :(

I will TRY to post another song later today, if I get my lazy butt off my chair and get my songbook.

Anyway, to keep you "not bored," here's a music video for one of the songs I'm currently obsessed with.

Yes, of course, It's Taylor Swift. <3

Cross your fingers for another song... not another brain fart. Haha. (I just love saying that!)

I Guess Guitars are Cool.

LOOK WHAT I MADE IN WOODWORKING!

Yup. A guitar. It's not just any guitar, it's A GUITAR BOX!

If you open it, there's a hole in it too stuff random thingamabobs.

Cool, eh?

Oh by the way, I haven't written any new songs recently. I've been having way too many brain farts. Haha.

No, just kidding. I sort of have writer's block at the moment and I also have a lot of test, quizzes, projects, ect, since it's almost the end of the school year...

AND MY BIRTHDAY!!

8 more days. :)

I need to get a better camera.

OH MY GOSH.
I'm really excited right now because I just made a video!!
Oh yeah!

There is one problem to the video. Actually, two.
1. It's in really bad quality.
2. Camera/camcorders make my voice sound.... bleh.

It would be nice if I got a super cool microphone. 

So please don't judge me on the really messed up quality and ESPECIALLY on my voice. I sound better live. Haha.

Click here and you will find the lyrics. :)

You know what's also cool. This blog has been viewed 1,000 times.

Feedback is appreciated, as always.

LEGIT STUFF. RIGHT HERE.

My friends have got me addicted to this. Isn't it amazing? The video is just too cool, like with all the boxes and scenes and stuff.

Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie are legit. I love their voices. So strong and powerful, yet soft and smooth. Omg, I'm obsessed.

Did you know that Christina Grimmie is going on tour with Selena Gomez and Allstar Weekend?
NOW YOU KNOW. :)

Check out more of Sam Tsui and his producer Kurt Schneider's videos here: http://www.youtube.com/user/KurtHugoSchneider#p/u/1/n1p74Isbcgc

Oh, oh, oh and Christina Grimmie's videos: http://www.youtube.com/user/zeldaxlove64

They also write their own songs too! Which is always awesome. :)

Speaking of original songs, I better started on writing more songs. Haha.

Mani's Challenge.

I. HAVE. A. BRILLIANT. IDEA.

I found a notebook and on the cover it's says "Inspire." So, I just came with an awesome idea that I should write quotes in it. Every day, for at least a year I will write a quote (whether it's my own, song lyrics or a famous quote) and jot it down in my notebook. If, for some change I don't get to write in my notebook that day, write it separately and then add the quote in along with the date. I am challenging myself.

I have to make some sort of commitment. I mean, seriously? Every time I commit myself to something (mostly in writing) I basically never finish. Remember my so called novel? Yeah. I haven't worked on that in a month or something.


Aren't I amazing? ;)

A Music Freak's Life

Sundays. Boring, boring Sundays.
Well, for me that is.

I've had a pretty interesting weekend. The best part: it's a 4-day weekend. 

Friday: did nothing. literally.
Saturday: Went to a singing audition. Meh, didn't make it. Oh well. Also went to a barbecue.
Sunday: Friend's coming over. Oh yeah. :)

It may seem like it's really nothing much, but trust me. That's my life. :)
A music freak's life.

Sad Song. How Wonderful

I wrote another half song. It's quite sad.
I have no story to tell you today, other than that I'm excited that I have a 4-day weekend! Awesome sauce.

Here goes the song.

I'm trying to get out,
Of the mess I made.
I hope I can find out,
I can find out a way.

I'm lost in the dark,
Silence screams loud.
There's no one to save me,
Catch me from falling down.

I know I'm stuck, I've been left alone,
To solve my problems on my own.
I need to figure out how to fix this,
Without broken promises.

But I need someone to tell me,
Am I crazy?
Am I lost in my mind?
I need someone to believe me,
And even see,
That maybe I'm alright.
I've got to find a way,
To get out the mess,
And I hope that,
Maybe it'll get fixed.
So just tell me, tell me, just tell me.

I Fell Out of a Kayak

So I went camping with my class. FOR 5 DAYS.
That is a big deal for me since I am not much of a camper and I have to say...

I WANT TO BE BACK.

5 days felt like nothing. It was an amazing time. It couldn't be better.

Well, if only I didn't fall out of a kayak and it didn't rain while I was rock climbing.
All is well.

I miss it so much. My friends and I have made so many inside jokes. It's legit.

I spent almost a week without writing a song. That's creepy.

I'm going to try to write a song on the top of my head.

Yeah, I will.

I will write a song.

I will write a song.

I will keep saying I will write a song on the top of my head.

I will try to write a song when I write my next post.

Okie Dokie. :)