Grammys? Aww Yeah. (:

I've been waiting for this since...
Well, last year.

Right now, at this very moment, I'm watching the Grammys. (:
Big deal? Yes. It's the biggest music award ever. I find it the biggest music award ever. People have their own opinions.

THE POINT IS THAT I'M SO EXCITED AND HAPPY. (:

Yes, I'm rambling. My apologies. My blog isn't called "A Freak Inside a Music Freak's Life" for nothing, you know.





Now, time for me to watch my idols shine and dream about what it's like winning one.

(:

Here By You

Hey there little girl,
Grow big and strong for me.
Just make the best of life,
Dream and believe.

Don't worry about a thing.
Live like there's no tomorrow.
Just love each other.
You have your heart to follow.

You'll grow up to be someone amazing.
I know it, we know.
Take each step to grow.

You don't know how much you have to learn.
You don't know yet how your life is gonna turn.
Stay strong cause you'll make it through.
Stay together, we'll be strong. We're here by you.

-Just like my last post. Enjoy!

Over and outtttt.

Hey Darling

A new addition has come in our family! I have a baby sis now! Yay! :)
So I decided on writing a new song... just for her. <3

Hey Darling

Take each step slowly,
Treasure each moment.
You don't want to skip a beat, because you'll never go back in time.

Remember to take a breather,
Don't run too fast.
You're still growing up darling, make each memory last.

*chorus*
So darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope to make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world.

I'll hold you in my arms,
I'll hold on to you tight.
Just remember that you're going to be alright.

Keep your head up high,
Make sure to stand tall.
You'll be towering over everyone, just stay strong.

*chorus*
Darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope to make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world

I don't want you to grow up,
Stay in my arms forever.
Smile at me and keep your eyes open wide.
Smile when you sleep,
Keep on dreaming.
I'll be here for you, I'll be here listening.

*chorus*
And now, darling go close your eyes,
Make sure to play make believe.
Hold on to your life, it's your treasure.
We'll make the best of it.
You'll make it through.

Darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope to make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world

Something Cheerful, eh?

Don't you worry I'm right here,
I'll make your problems disappear.
Side by side, we'll stand tall.
So don't you worry at all.

Maybe each day will get better than yesterday.
Tomorrow we'll find another promising way,
To make the best of our lives.

*chorus*
So just hold on tight,
To this rollercoaster ride.
And maybe everything will be alright.
We have a long way to go,
Don't stop, no, no.
We're going to make life work out you'll see.
All of us together.

^ Something happy. Yay! I'm in a good mood today.. that's probably because I recently had a 10 minute straight laughing fit. It's all good.

Happy weekend! I'm sure going to have a busy one! (:

December 32, 2011 :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FELLOW READERS!!!

Hope you have a wonderful, happy, healthy and prosperous 2012.
Fooled you at the title, eh?
... Probably not.

2012! Oh my gosh! Wow, time flies by fast...

Okay, I'm not going to bore you with a song today. I have "Old Lang Syne" stuck in my head, also. Aha

Knowing me, I have to give everything a little touch of music. Today, I wore a necklace...

You like?
Festive, isn't it.
I'd say yes.

So, how was your new years? Make any resolutions? I'd love to hear.

Mine are: to be more healthy, to sing more, and to keep on doing well in school.

I might come up with more but as of right now I have those three.

Alrighty, nighty night. Hope 2012 brings your great memories and fun and less on the hardships and sadness.

xoxo, Mani.

(whoa, I've never really used "xoxo" before. I've always wanted a chance to say it! Hahaha)

2012 Already?

Seriously?
Yay! World is going to end next year! *100% sarcasm*
Okay, do you all seriously believe in that rubbish? Wow, time flys fast.
Anywho, I did write a new song-- actually, snippets of many songs. They're mostly choruses.

Let's start with my favorite:
Darling, go close your eyes,
Dream big like the rest of us.
Darling, wish on the stars,
And hope we can make the best of it,
In this crazy, crazy world.

Next one:
Think about all the times that we had,
Memories and the past,
Think about all of our secrets.
Playing our games and we won,
A whole new world has begun.
Our live are all moving on.

Last one:
I'll be holding on to the frame,
Listen to stories from yesterday,
Look at us now; we are free.
I'll be watching the sun rise and set,
We're going to make the best,
Of all these days.

Very new year theme, right? Hahaha
Hope y'all liked them! :)

Rockin' around the Christmas Tree

I just thought a couple of Christmas pictures will bring in some Holiday Spirit! :)

Nonetheless, if you don't celebrate Christmas, HAPPY HOLIDAYS. 

Have a great New Year ahead and hope 2012 welcomes you well! :)

Just 'cause I think looking at my reflection in an ornament is cool (:

My tree! Ahahaa

My present to my mom. <3

Oh hey there Tino.

Leaving.

Leaving

There's a voice inside my head,
Telling me to get you out of my life.
Hesitation takes over me.

Splitting thoughts,
Can't believe what you did.
After many years of misery.

I could've seen it.
I knew it's coming.
Didn't know it would be now.
Your selfish hands,
Got closer to me.
Is it my fault or yours?

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

Angry words fill your mouth,
I'm trying to defend love.
Am I doing something wrong?

My mind is racing thoughts.
Will they ever be heard?
I always knew all along...

I could've seen it.
I knew it's coming.
Didn't know it would be now.
You've pushed me away,
We can't go back.
Nothing can change now.

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

Words left unsaid.
Though remain in my head.
Will you hear them at all?

Your cold hearts will break,
Inside there's too much hate.
Nothing can change now.

Because,
You don't know the pain I've been through.
You tried to understand but it's no use.
Stop being double faced, it's not working.
It's all fake and now I'm leaving.

*chorus*
You know what you've done,
Now, those days are gone.
You pushed me out and I'm not coming back in.
You made life into a game,
I didn't fall into the traps you made.
And now I'm leaving, leaving, leaving, leaving.

You don't know what I've been through,
You never believe in the truth.
I've given up, I tried listening.
You've broken the bond and now I'm leaving.


It's been a tough week for me. I know, bad timing. Holidays- it's supposed to be happy!
Gee, how happy is this song?
It's been a while since I posted a full song anyway... 
I kind of needed to vent out somehow.
Thanks for reading!

Let's hope Christmas turns upside down and I'll have a cheerful song.

Finally.

It's a celebration day! I would like to celebrate the fact that I played my guitar today for the first time since last month. It seems like forever.

Oh, how I missed you so much Tino. <3

Alright. I would post a song right now but I'm too lazy to get my songbook and type it all up. Besides, I think I should sleep. It's getting late.

I should start posting more interesting stuff on here...

Before I sleep, I need to Blog...

Trying to catch a star but it's too far away.
It impossible to try.
It's like  trying to fix broken promises,
They can't be mended.

^ Little snippet of something I'm working on.

Finished product will be posted shortly!

Gotta go! I need to sleep. School tomorrow... :\

First Step to Music Production.

Remember that Enex Project I ranted about a bunch of months ago?
This year we need an interviewee that specialized on a certain topic. Guess what my topic is?

Dun dun dun...
Music Production! (well, no duhh)

Found someone to interview! First step done. Next year, I'm going to be working with him to produce stuff.

Anyway, lots of songs on the way soon!

Tata.

We are The In Crowd

Fantastic band, I have to admit.

I'm addicted to this. <3 It's so catchy. I love the guitar in the song. Haha.
Sorry, no music video. :(

That's all I have to say.. for now. ; ) 

Other Side.

I don't know how this became a mess,
I feel like I'm on broken glass.
If only you knew how I felt.

It's getting lonely, I'm lost inside,
Whenever I close my eyes,
I meander through flashbacks.

Maybe it isn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.

When I see your face,
I wonder what you will say.
Hopefully I'll reply correctly.

Things are being so hard,
We are drifting apart,
Could this really be the end?

Maybe it isn't a part of it.
Destiny isn't a part of it.
It is now lost in the past.
I'm losing you through your cold eyes.

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.

How could you be so far away,
When you're standing next to me?
Why can't I force myself,
To drift out of the memories?

*chorus*
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Forcing myself to get you out of my head.
Guess it wasn't working.
I've been trying to fight my will power,
Making sure I'm feeling alright.
It wasn't working you know.
I'm stuck on the other side.


Got some mixed feelings for this song. :S It's also about some mixed emotions I had about different situations and I mushed it all together in one piece.

I think it does need editing and some touch-ups. Any ideas?

Hey. Just chilling. Long time no post. Posting a snippet of a song. I'm cool like that.

Every world I'm saying, feels like I'm shouting.
You're not even listening to me.
I can't find anybody else, who can hear what I'm saying,
Give me a chance or I'll scream.

Don't make me aggravated,
I'm getting frustrated.
Can't we go a day without,
Fighting everyday with no reason at all.

Do you even care, about what I'm saying?
Do you pay attention to me at all?
Do you know, that you not trying,
To be all you can be, the best you can be.
But you're not.

This is Madness.

Very long time no post. My apologies.
Seriously, I haven't even logged on blogger or picked up a songbook in what seems like ages. I've been so busy with school and extra-curricular activities. Well, now it seems like blogging will be a once-in-a-while thing, unfortunately. I hope not.
Newsongnewsong!

Again

You said you'd love me forever.
Well, that was a big mistake.
What you don't realize is that
I still remember that till this day.

Everything turned into pieces,
Your promises turned into lies.
It wasn't what I expected.
All you did was change your mind.

*chorus*
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
And you keep coming back again.
And again.

The past is what's haunting me,
You know you care too. 
Good memories are hard to believe.
Cause sometimes all you care is about you.

Maybe sometimes you care,
But it's still forgotten.
Your mind is set to something else,
Even thought you haven't lost it.

*chorus*
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
And you keep coming back again.
And again.

So don't try to come back to me,
You know that I wont believe,
I wont fall for your traps,
I know it wont last.

*chorus
And now you're growing cold,
Everything I've ever known.
Slipping away from my hands,
But you keep coming back again.
And again.
And again.

Why do you keep coming back again
If you already started to walk away?

No Big Deal... Just A Hyper Moment.

DEMI LOVATO'S NEW ALBUM IS OUT! <3

Okay, I adore her as much as Taylor Swift, Paramore, and Hey Monday.

Her song's are amazing. Her vocals are so strong. :)

Speaking of singing  I made it in my school choir.. Apparently I'm a soprano. Well, Not surprised actually; I'm better with high pitches.

I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a looooong time. I will try to make a video over the weekend but I've been so busy with school. I mean, I come home in the evening around 6:30 rather than 3:00 cause of Volleyball and Drama Club.

Back to Demi Lovato.. here's my obsessive song of the day: 

Busy Bee

My life goes like this:

School.
Eat.
Homework.
Eat.
Sleep.

Every day.

And now here's something new!
Volleyball and Drama Club.

Oh my. AND I HAD NO TIME TO WRITE A SONG.

Life sure is depressing.

Actually, now.

You know what's fascinates me? The fact that I have more honor roll awards, medals and plaques than I do for Athletic things... and I do play a lot of sports.

Here's another half-song. Haha.


The anticipation is killing me,
Why don't you say yes or no.
You're watching every move I make,
I feel like I'll stop, stop or go slow.


Looking around I'm a nervous wreck,
I'm wondering what you're thinking right now.
What's going on in your mind about me.
I'm trying so hard to figure you out.

*chorus*

You got me walking in circles,
I don't know what to say to you.
I just want to make thing's right,
I just want to know the truth.
Oh the thought of it is making me crazy inside.
I'm hoping things are alright.




Yeah... something that just popped in my head.
Sorry, for the half songs!

Yay For School?

It's that time of year again...

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

Today went well... nothing much happened. I mean, nothing has really happened that I can write a song about it. (psst, maybe I can!)

I never really got a chance to sit down and write. It's quite sad, you know. I've been so busy with school starting and depressed that summer is over that I couldn't concentrate on music.

Sad. I know.


Another short (ish) post and I hope I can post more frequently just like I did over the summer!

Five Minutes.

I didn't mean to run away,
But love is something I just can't take.
'Cause you never know what's in store.

I don't know if I should hide,
Will you hear me if I let out a cry?
'Cause I need someone to catch me.


^ two verses. 5 mins. Not bad.
Long time no post.

School's starting soon! Good or bad? Not sure. Well, there isn't much to say so I guess I'll hit the hay.

Nighty Night.