Favor

And you pushed me closer to the edge,
I'm falling in the air.
You pushed me closer, now I'm gone,
I'm flying someplace else,
Don't catch me, I don't need a favor.
A favor, a favor.

So what happened to the word friend?
Has it all tumbled to an end?
Don't bother patching up those lies,
There's one word left: goodbye.

Was it me who fell in the trap?
I didn't know you'd change so fast.
I'm sick and tired of being ignored,
You push me then pick me up.

So go.
I don't need the two faces,
It's a mix of love and hate,
Why am I wasting time for
Things to get better?

*chorus*
And you pushed me closer to the edge,
I'm falling in the air.
You pushed me closer, now I'm gone,
I'm flying someplace else,
Don't catch me, I don't need a favor.
A favor, a favor.

Finally a song! Yay! :)

Higher

Here I go,
Walking down the path,
That leads me home,
And when I'm lost in the dark,
All I need to do is think about you,
And I'll finally arrive.

You open my eyes.
Everywhere I go, everything is in color.
I see the clear blue sky,
Every moment seems to get better and better.
Watch the birds fly,
They're taking our dreams higher and higher.
Higher. Higher.

Here I am,
At my destination,
I'm feeling glad,
Your shield is protecting me
And when I'm alone,
What I can do is think about you,
And you're already there. 

You open my eyes.
Everywhere I go, everything is in color.
I see the clear blue sky,
Every moment seems to get better and better.
Watch the birds fly,
They're taking our dreams higher and higher.
Higher. Higher.

I keep walking and walking.
Unaware of the traps that will ambush me.
And I'm smiling and smiling.
Living the life of pure ecstasy.
But the world's turning grey, so suddenly.
Just catch me.

And you'll open my eyes.

You open my eyes.
Everywhere I go, everything is in color.
I see the clear blue sky,
Every moment seems to get better and better.
Watch the birds fly,
They're taking our dreams higher and higher.
Higher. Higher.


^ Just a song our of the blue. Listened to a song by Megan & Liz and it got me inspired to write something more positive and upbeat. :)

Sugar to the max!

I spent about three hours baking cupcakes. No big deal.
Failed my first two batches. The frustration killed me. But I didn't give up, just like I haven't given up writing songs. And finally the third batch came out perfecto!
I did write three songs this weekend, which is always a good thing. (:
And yes, thanks to Shakespeare, my inner poet is still inside me.
And now you all know that I bake. Haha

Easter cupcakes! :)

 That ball on the top is cookie dough... salmonella free, of course.

 Photography skills do come in handy. And an awesome camera.

 The fact that there was so much sugar in this scared me. Let's hope we all stay healthy after munching on one... :S

Thanks mom for taking this one! 

My mom gave me serious prep talk when I was about to give up on my second batch. She made me bake again until they were perfect. (Oh, what a perfectionist!) 

Methinks I should post another song asap. Agreed?

Happy bunny day!

Bittersweet Innocence

The bittersweet taste
Of innocence
That you hold on to
Never let go of
The youth inside of you.
Worlds will collide
Mistakes will be made
Paths will cross
Madness is what keeps us close.
Being afraid of
The impossible
Will shatter glass hearts
Which is the beauty within us.
And of all the wonders
Those witches have told
Spells have cast
Prophecies from oracles
Have defined our destines.
Fear not of this life
Live until the stars have told us so
Which after we tower mountains
And disclose adventures
That have widened our eyes.
Open doors to which paths lead
Us to wondrous favorable circumstances
Love shall be cherished
Be rough when it's harsh
Despite it all life without love
Will never be left not found. 
Nobody is a nobody
When there is bittersweet innocence
Masking your fears
Layers upon your beauty.

I guess I'm just having a poet's moment these days. I dedicate this to my sister. <3
I don't know if you have noticed but my poems are basically me rambling on nonsense.
Hopefully this has made sense to y'all. Haha (:

Thank You Shakespeare

In school we'reading Romeo and Juliet, so it's quite understandable that I wrote a poem of this theme.
Literary devices for the win. Hahaha

Yeah, this isn't a song (which I haven't written in a while), but I still hope y'all like this!

(Currently untitled)

Is it you that captures my attention,
Across the sea where ships are lost?
And mine, my eyes are lost
Mesmerized by the light in which you shine
Brighter than the sun
Or a golden fire engulfing
The world without a care.

It is unknown how long this rose will last,
If the petals that feel like silk will fall off,
Ending love.
Will immortality strike this thorn covered flower,
Will time freeze to last love forever?

No one known how long the dove will sing,
Singing your words so lovingly.
Wishful thinking begins, that you'll come.
Someday the night will brighten with you.
You're a thief, stealing what is rightfully mine.
My heart.
I feel it beating but it's not with me.

Love the Earth.

If you tell me that I'm not being eco friendly because I'm on my laptop, please don't. My laptop isn't plugged in, so no, it's not devouring all of the electricity.

Blogging in the dark, oh yeah! Happy Earth Hour! :)

New song coming up soon. Later tonight or tomorrow... we'll see.

Let's show our love for this planet, and Earth will love us back.
Stay green! (Oooooo, I love green! Haha.)

Rambling On Something That Doesn't Makes Sense.

Insanity.
And emotion that engulfs us.
The best of us.
Leaves nothing to hide.

Drowning us in madness,
Tends to make us,
Break us.
Gives us no other choice.

The complexity of this world,
Leaves one without senses.
Controls us.
Covering us in a fog of confusion. 



This poem makes no sense. I don't know the meaning behind this. Kind of. Thanks for reading! :)

I Look Like A Chipmunk

I don't think I'll be able to sing for a few days.
Got my wisdom teeth out.
Oyyyy. In excruciating pain. Lazy in bed and because of sedation I feel drunk. Can't walk properly.
Don't worry, I'm not. I promise.
Well, this gives me time to reread "The Hunger Games" for probably the 5th time. Doesn't seem like a lot, but it is.
I'm extremely excited for March 23 for the movie of course. ;)

Alrighty. Going to read some more and probably cry some more in agony. Hopefully not. Please no.

By the way, I look like a chipmunk due to swollen cheeks. Heh

My Inner Poet. Part 4.

Time Traveler 

Apprehensive about the future,
Verklempt about the past,
What can we ask for from the present?

Stages of life as the world comes in,
Collapsing onto us,
Without a care.

Destiny awaits us,
Wishful thinking begins.
Dreading for the worst to come.

Reminiscing memories,
Immortal as they are,
Always lasting in our souls.

The present is ticking by.
It doesn't bother to linger.
It slips out of our hands.

Words are spoken,
Thoughts are heard.
No one bothers to listen though.

And despite it all,
Seconds just disappear.
Becoming our past.

Apprehensive about the future,
Verklempt about the past,
Each individual is a time traveler.

Risk

Your new best friend is annoyance.
Driving me insane everywhere I go.
I can't help but start running.
Go left or right? I don't know.

You're chasing at the back,
Your goal is to try and ruin me.
I can't let you take me down.
Can I pull this off with all this trickery?

*chorus*
All you do is pick a fight.
Holding a grudge all night.
And I begin to wonder why,
I haven't taken a risk.

You break and curse at the world,
My surroundings seem to swirl,
All around because I haven't taken a risk,
To bring you down. 

Dear Friend

Awww yeah. It's amazing to have friends with similar interests as you.
I have this friend, and he has this website where he talks about music and has links to music and websites that he likes. I think it's pretty cool, actually.
Anyway, I'm linked on that website, and I think that is pretty darn dandy (:

I feel so famous at the moment, although, I'm only on my friend's website.
Only one. Haha
Coolness? I think so.

So, thanks! (:

Brighter

Finally a new song! Haha.
I was stumped on ideas for a while, and because of my busy schedule, I couldn't think of any myself.
So I have this friend who gave me a idea and I came up with this.
You like?

Time's ticking by,
Don't know what to say.
I wanna tell you you're special to me in some way.
Please don't take it wrong,
I just want your heart,
I wanna just start over, have a fresh new start.

And I miss those days when we used to stay,
Up all night talking.
I miss those times when you and I,
Spent our times laughing.

*chorus*
Please don't run away, I don't want you gone,
My shoulder is here when you need someone to lean on.
Please don't shut me out, I need you here,
I'm waiting for the day when my whole world turns clear.
And you'll make it brighter.

My heart's ticking fast,
When you walk past by me.
No one else can see what I can see.
You think I'm weird,
I'm just trying hard,
I just want to burn the wall of silence down.

And I miss those days when we used to stay,
Closer as friends.
I'm just hoping I will take your heart and,
Someday you'll be mine.

*chorus*
Please don't run away, I don't want you gone,
My shoulder is here when you need someone to lean on.
Please don't shut me out, I need you here,
I'm waiting for the day when my whole world turns clear.
And you'll make it brighter.

Don't want anyone else to drag you away,
I'm scared to lose you, there's nothing else to say.
Don't want to risk the chance of any misunderstandings.

Don't want anyone else to take my place,
They just want to push us away.
I don't want my whole world to blur up again.

Make it brighter.

*chorus*
Please don't run away, I don't want you gone,
My shoulder is here when you need someone to lean on.
Please don't shut me out, I need you here,
I'm waiting for the day when my whole world turns clear.
And you'll make it brighter.

Cross

Don't you feel good about yourself when you're pushing everyone down?
I can see it in your cold eyes.
Don't you wish you can tower everyone else,
I can tell. I'm not surprised.

But one day, I'm telling you,
I'm gonna break the walls down.
You'll see, I'm coming through.
No one can break me now.

We're running away from the truth,
You're scared of what I've gone through,
It's gonna come back one day.
You know it'll come. It will come.
Our different paths will cross. 


^ Got this so far? Stuck. Not tune yet. What is this insanity?

The Awkward Moment When... You Unexpectedly Come Up With A Poem

The awkward moment when you're brainfartting in the middle of writing a song.

The awkward moment when you use the word brainfart.

Yes, my word. Love it.

Haven't been writing songs lately as I've been super duper busy with school and wasting my time. Haha. I just hate those moments. I feel so left behind. Hopefully, I'll get a chance to write more and have a wave of lyrics wash ashore in my brain. (that sounded so cool!)

I do have a poem? Does that help? (:

Don't go back.
Pressing rewind will only cause harm.
The heart will rip,
Holes will be made.
Shine with light, as good memories are to be remembered.
The past is misery,
Our preconception of our foregoing.

Open up to tomorrow,
Take a step in.
Don't be scared, shy.
The day will suck you in but you're safe.
The tears in your heart will stitch.
The tears in your eyes will dry.
Smile. We have the light in our eyes.
Take a look at our fate.
We can move on.


^ I guess I'm just one of those people that when I dwell on the past, I'm haunted by bad memories. Some good, but you know...

The sun will come out tomorrow. (:

Grammys? Aww Yeah. (:

I've been waiting for this since...
Well, last year.

Right now, at this very moment, I'm watching the Grammys. (:
Big deal? Yes. It's the biggest music award ever. I find it the biggest music award ever. People have their own opinions.

THE POINT IS THAT I'M SO EXCITED AND HAPPY. (:

Yes, I'm rambling. My apologies. My blog isn't called "A Freak Inside a Music Freak's Life" for nothing, you know.





Now, time for me to watch my idols shine and dream about what it's like winning one.

(: