There was a pile of crumpled up papers in the corner of my room.

I was trying my hardest to finish this song that I started a few days ago. Luckily, I did finish it. Yay!
This song is really personal to me but whenever I read it, it makes me feel better. It's something that really helped me through my tough times. After writing it, my heart felt so much better and lighter.

Songwriting is really therapy. :)

About Me

I've got to make a stand for myself,
So just move out of the way.
I've got to break some rules,
So you can hear what I have to say.

I've got to make myself feel superoir,
 And stand up tall for who I am,
I've got to believe that I can reach the stars,
Since you won't help me get there.

I wont to hide under my shell,
I've been hiding all this time.
For as long as I can remember,
You were never there, helping me fly.

Why are you running back,
When you know I wont take you?
Why do you keep trying,
When your chances are all used?
Forget about the excuses,
They're nonsense.
If only I had the feeling that you cared,
About me.

I've got to make sure I'm okay,
So I don't end up breaking down,
I'm hiding everything with a smile,
Because you can't read my mind.


I wont to hide under my shell,
I've been hiding all this time.
For as long as I can remember,
You were never there, helping me fly.


Why are you running back,
When you know I wont take you?
Why do you keep trying,
When your chances are all used?
Forget about the excuses,
They're nonsense.
If only I had the feeling that you cared,
About me.

I'm sick and tired because of you,
You're pretending to be someone you're not.
You're not the person who cares.
I know... oh I know...

If you did care, I would've gotten the feeling in my heart...
 
Why are you running back,
When you know I wont take you?
Why do you keep trying,
When your chances are all used?
Forget about the excuses,
They're nonsense.
If only I had the feeling that you cared,
About me.


If you did care, I would've gotten the feeling in my heart...